Entry #15

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by ToriD_thatsme1

by ToriD_thatsme1

Entry #15

-I woke up and looked around. The couch. I was on the couch. I sat up and saw Cody looking around the room. He noticed me looking at him and walked over, handing me a cup of milk. I scrunched up my nose and drank it. Of course he doesn't remember I hate milk. I quickly finished and handed the glass back to him.

"Tell me." I gave him a puzzled look. "Huh?" He sat down next to me. "What happened after the day at the mall? You despise drugs and now you use them daily. What else happened." He said sternly. Cody's always been soft and caring towards me. He's never raised his voice, never hurt me in any way, and he's always stuck up for me whether i'm right or wrong. But now, now he looked at me, his eyes cold. I was unable to tell if he was mad at me or mad at whoever made me this unhappy. As if I haven't cried enough, my eyes were soon filled with tears. I couldn't tell him. I hate sympathy so much and if I tell him, that's all i'll get.

"Lauran tell me right now." I shook my head rapidly, the tears still streaming down my face. "Why don't you talk to me? I just want to help you." His eyes were now pleading as he stood up. "JUST TELL ME!" He urged.

"HE RAPED ME OKAY?!" I yelled back. By this point I was huddled in a ball in the corner of the couch, balling. Cody quickly walked over and held me in his arms for the second time today and we stayed like that for hours.

A/N: Kind of abandoned this story. I have all the parts written up to 40 entries at the moment just the matter of uploading them. Thanks for still reading! :)))