The Stolen Journal

The Stolen Journal ~ Chapter 4

The Stolen Journal

Dedicated to FreesiaLockheart becasue she made the new cover! Thank you and ENJOY!! <3

Recap:

We started too walked away from the courtyard to finish our conversation from this morning. We were outside the front of the school sitting under a tree.

"Look Arrie, I know that you've been through hell for the past few months and you've just recently coming back on track but I was wondering if we could like umm... hang out more" he asked.

I stared at him with such a shock. How did he know? I smiled at him "I would love to hang out more" I told him back in a whisper not trusting myself to speak.

Before he could ask anything else I asked him something. "What did the kiss mean then?"

He looked down immediately. It was silent. We sat there for several minutes just in silence.

Julian broke the silence "Did you like it?" I murmured so I could only just hear.

I didn't know how to answer. Of course I liked it. But did he? "A-answer my question first" I stuttered.

He stared into my eyes "Did you like it?" he asked again a little louder.

"Yes" I said super quickly hoping that he didn't hear.

I watched Julian's reaction and to my surprise his eyes lit up and he moved closer to me. "The kiss was to see if you liked me even though we just met. And I'm sorry that everything is rushed" he spoke quietly.

I just nodded and stood up and started to walk back into the school searching for Kaylee.

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Chapter 4 ~ The Stolen Journal

Dear Diary, Julian is doing weird things to me. I've only just met him and I really like him. He kissed me...I think I wrote that already. Anyway I don't know what to do. Kaylee is no help at all. I wish my mum was still here to help me.

I still feel terrible even though Julian is slowly removing my pain. Well the school week is over and I made it. I put on a smile and told everyone I was fine but I didn't really mean it. I've only cried once this week which is a good thing. I know tears won't bring my parents back. The tears are more tears of guilt.

I haven't seen much of Sax this week. Aunt Josie is a great guardian. My parents were always soorganised. Julian is so nice to me.

I've been listening to Taylor Swift lately and her songs are beautiful and you can relate to them. I visited the cemetery every day last week. I was going to write in you there but I needed time to think. All the teachers seem to be going easy on me which I am thankful for. I am only just healing. But i don't think they'll lay of this week.

Kaylee is helping me through this as well. I can't get Julian out of my head. It's crazy. I've been such a fattee lately. I've had takeout every night. I've been doing everything to keep my mood high and happy. But it seems like I'm only happy when I'm with him and Kaylee.

Well I'm going to go to see mum and dad now.

Love ya xx Arabella

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It was Monday morning and I was waiting for my coffee to finish when I got a text from Havana.

-Welcome Back Party for you tonight at my place. Talk @ skool. ~H-