The Stolen Journal

The Stolen Journal ~ Chapter 11 {Part 1}

The Stolen Journal ~ Chapter 11

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Dear diary,

that dream terrified me i felt like i just took 10 steps back the guilt consumed all over again. It's no wonder why Saxon blames me. I've not only lost my parents i also lost my baby brother. He may be close to me but it feels as if he's a million miles away. He doesn't want a thing to do with me and i don't blame him, i hope willow makes him happy enough so he doesn't feel this pain I'm feeling. My heart feels heavy like its sinking to the bottom of my stomach. I can hardly breathe. What if me and Julian break up? This pain will feel a million times stronger. Great now I'm having doubts. Why can't i be normal?! With a normal mom and dad whose alive with a normal brother who'll love me but pretend I'm annoying and only aggravate him. I want a family that knows at the end of the day they all have each other's back. I know in my heart i have Saxons back, but does he have mine?

People thought that Julian and I make the cutest couple and others are giving envious glares. Yes that's right, both boys and girls. I had to laugh though. Julian has this massive grin on his face like he won the lottery and I'm sure my face says the same thing.

After school I felt better. Because my wrist was still broken and ribs were sore I couldn't go to my dance lesson so instead Julian took me back to his place and we played with his Xbox.

Three hours later James got home and joined in on the fun. We ordered take out and ate until I realised the time and headed home. I was too lazy to write in my journal so I didn't bother writing.

The next day I headed downstairs to find a cooked breakfast. I was totally confused. Their on the table also were six presents.

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY," two people yelled from the kitchen. Oh my God, how could I forget that today was my birthday? I'm now seventeen.

I laughed "Oh my God, I totally forget," I stated shaking my head. This only caused Saxon and Josie to laugh louder.

After our huge breakfast I got up and left for school. As soon as I arrived I was swarmed with people and received many 'Happy Birthday' or 'Enjoy your birthday' or 'what are you doing for you birthday?' or 'What did you get? I just thanked them and answered that I chose not to open my presents and I would probably go to club tonight.

I got to my locker and standing there was Kaylee with a massive grin on her face. "Happy Birthday" she squealed.

"Thanks Kaylee, have you seen Julian?" I asked smiling still. I didn't have a 'nightmare' last night either.

"Umm no but what are we doing for you birthday?" she shouted at me with big eyes. I just laughed.

"Well I was thinking maybe me, you and Julian go to a club and have fun?" I told her with a shrug. I didn't really care as long as I had my friends and boyfriend I would be happy.

"Yes, Yes, Yes" she squealed. "Oh, I forgot to tell you. I've got your birthday present at home."

Boy did I have the bestest friends in the world. Kaylee and I have been best friends since forever. Beside Lynette, my mums best friend she has another best friend. That other best friend is Kaylee's dad. They kept in touch over the years and Kaylee and I grew up together. We became closer and since birth we've been joined at the hip. Unfortunately Kaylee's dad died nine years ago so our parents lost touch but we certainly didn't.

The bell rang pulling me out of my thoughts and I made my way to homeroom. I was a little bummed that I didn't get to see Julian. Homeroom ended in a blur and the next thing I knew was I was sitting in a very boring math lesson. Eww I hate algebra.

Not even twenty minutes there was a knock at the door. It looked like a seventh grader at the door with a note. The teacher waved him over to the desk. Our teacher read the note and then quickly whispered something to the boy.

"Arabella, the principal would like to see you. And take your stuff with you" he said pointing towards the door. I don't know what I've done to be sent to the principal because I'm not usually bad. I used to be bad but not anymore. I wasn't bad before but I got a detention once a week at least.

I quickly got up and headed towards the door. When I was in the corridor and slowed down and started walking very slowly. The next thing I knew was someone was grabbing me with a hand on my face. I started to scream when I heard his voice.

"Shushhhh it's only me. Calm down" he cooed. He let go and I turned around.

"Arrghh Julian you scared the crap out of me" I told him with my voice threatening to yell.

He chuckled. "Sorry," he said sheepishly but then his face broke out into a grin "Happy Birthday" he whispered into my ear sending shivers down my spine.

"H-how'd you know?" I stuttered.

Then a smirk found a way onto his face "I have my resources"

I laughed but then realised I was supposed to be at the office by now so I spoke up to tell him but he silenced me with a passionate kiss. I moaned into the kiss and he swear I heard him growl into the kiss.

We broke apart both out of breath. "Best birthday ever," I whispered pressing my forehead to his. He smiled passionately and I returned his smile.

"Look Julian I have to go to office now but Kaylee and I are going out to a club tonight and I was wondering if you would like to join us?" I pleaded hoping that he would say yes.

But instead he just laughed. "The note was fake. I sent it, so you don't need to go to the office and I would love to come with you tonight." He whispered sending pleasurable shivers down my spine.

"What do you say, how about we ditch the rest of the day and go spend so time alone?"

"Let's" I agreed nodding.

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"Kaylee do you know where my navy heals are?" I yelled from my bedroom. I had just finished doing my hair and makeup. My dress was on nicely too. I went for a summer look. Not many people would wear it clubbing but my mum bought it for me when she was still alive. But now I was looking for the shoes that matched.

"They're under the bed" Kaylee yelled back. She was in the bathroom finishing of her hair.

I laughed at myself. Everything's under my bed. I quickly pulled them out and put them on. I looked good. I must admit though I didn't look like I was going clubbing. Well it depends how you see it. I think it's cute. I hope Julian likes it.

Once Kaylee and I were all done we headed downstairs and caught a cab to the club. We were meeting Julian there and he was bringing his friend Trent.

Kaylee had a crush on Trent so it was a win win situation. We had already got out fake ID's so we were all set.

When we arrived there it was already packed but we spotted Julian and Trent straight away. We walked up to them and Julian pulled me into a kiss. When we pulled back we smiled. Before we knew it we were inside ordering drinks.

The fun was just starting....

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This is short becasue it's part 1 to chapter 11. Sorry for the long wait... <3 ----------> Arabella's Dress