TRAHERN (boyxboy)

Chapter One

I never believed that we as a species would ever come to see the day when we would be restored to our former glory. I certainly never believed that anything would change for me. But oh, how wrong I was. When Finis restored our ability to connect with our mates, imagine my shock to have not only found mine but who fate had decided was meant for me and I am not worthy of him.

The purity in his spirit overwhelms me most of the time. Yet when I gaze upon him, this sense of peace, and tranquility comes over me and that is not something that I have ever felt in my entire life. Even after THAT man died, I have never been able to have any measure of peace day or night, awake or asleep.

Right now I cannot think too much on this subject. My priority is to keep Finis safe since all of creation is headed our way to either pay their respects or get a glimpse of THE ONE. Finis is still having a hard time accepting his destiny. I thank the Goddess that my dear friend and Alpha has no problem reminding him of his station. I laugh as I think about the many debates those two go through on that subject.

Since it seems that my mate has become the best friend to The Chosen One, he is now always in our circle and his presence always surrounds me. His beauty leaves me breathless as well. When the sun reflects off of his coppery locks it gives him this ethereal halo around his head. His ivory eyes are so translucent that in order for one to see the barest hint of a blue outline surrounding his eyes, you would have to be but an inch from his face and if you are lucky enough to be that close, you have been hypnotized by their snake like quality.

Nachton has no real clue as to the beauty that people see before them when he enters a room but let me tell you this, even if I do not deserve him, my wolf will only allow Finis to come close to him let alone touch him. Since our revelation, we have not had the time to really discuss our possible mating. Does he even want to be my mate?

Goddess what could you have been thinking pairing me with such a pure and unspoiled creature such as him? What in the world could I possibly offer him. I am broken and I fear that as Finis insists on getting to know me better, he will find out all of the secrets I keep buried deep, deep within my black soul. I cannot have a mate. I will ruin him and that thought alone brings me more despair than my father ever wrought upon my soul with all of his beatings. Well he called them lessons.

I know he cannot hurt me anymore and even if he were still alive, I am so strong that he would not have been able to over power me such as I am now and with Finis lifting this curse, I have more power in me than I ever thought possible. So tell me, how am I suppose to touch him, talk to him, accept him, mate him?

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Much later I feel Finis enter my mind to let me know that my presence is being requested. I have to say that I have become fond of Finis hiding spot or haven as he terms it. Most of our time is spent here. This is where he feels most at peace and Magnus does not refuse his mate anything.

I cannot fault him. I see how Nachton's demeanor changes when we enter Finis place. I leave the training area on the pack grounds and shift into my wolf and head over there knowing that my mate will be there waiting for me along with my future alpha and his mate.

Upon my arrival as I suspected I see Finis and Magnus swimming around on their backs as relaxed as can be. Off to the side on the grass I gaze upon my current alpha and Finis grandmother and our Luna. Crazy to see them together but since werewolves age so well, you would be hard pressed to tell the true age of any one of us and they are only a few years apart.

There seems to be a picnic type scene unfolding before my eyes and then I lose the ability to breath as my entire being solely focuses on the resplendent creature emerging from the depths of the water. Goddess, but he is perfect. Every single drop of water rolling down his perfect body glistens like jewels as the sun reflects upon his body.

I run my gaze from the tips of his toes slowly working my way up to those shapely long like legs and up his lightly muscled torso higher and higher up his creamy white skin taking in a breath as I gaze on his succulent and plump ruby red lips until I reach his eyes. Then my heart opens up like a pair of wings and takes flight as I see his breathtakingly mesmerizing face transform into one of pure happiness as he realizes that I have arrived. At this point my heart has soared into the air and landed into his hands for safe keeping. His smile feels like the rays of the sun shining down on me.

Even if I could deny him as my mate in order to keep him safe from my demons, I could never forgive myself if I ever caused him any pain and I know rejecting him would be there thing I could do to him. I have to strive to find an inner balance so that I can accept my fate and mate. This will require something I have never been able to do.

I will have to put all of my trust and faith in the one person I know deep down inside can help me. He has forgiven me all of my transgressions. He has proven to be the most worthy omega for his title. He has all of this power inside of him brewing and evolving everyday. My only hope is that he may be able to help me slay my demons so that in the end, I can claim my mate and one day be worthy of him.