TRAHERN (boyxboy)

Chapter Eleven

The past few days have been very eye opening for me.  They have also been completely frustrating.  With each day that I find myself opening up a bit more, especially with Nachton, my wolf has been riding me hard.  It wants its mate.  The idea of Nachton going around unclaimed does not sit well at all with my wolf.

To be honest, it does not sit too well with me either but I am still hesitant.  Well, let's be honest, I am pretty much scared.  My body reacts instantly to my mate just entering a room and I feel as though I am on constant alert just trying to control myself around him.

Being alone with Nachton is probably were I suffer the most.  I want to do this right and I fear that once I let go and claim my mate, the animal inside of me will take over and it will not be pretty but I want him so much and even that scares me as well.

He has consumed me mind, my body and soon my very soul.  He has taken over my first thought and last of every single day and the thought of Nachton sleeping anywhere but in my bed, by my side and in my arms is more terrifying than any memories that still linger of my father.

The heart that I never knew I possessed became his and began beating for him from the very first moment I laid eyes on him.  I know he reciprocates my feelings.  I also know that he is pure innocence and is untouched like myself but I have never felt or been innocent.

I think about laying with him and the things I want to do to him are down right nasty.  Just the other day I lost myself completely in mid meeting just thinking about a smell that reminded me of Nachton:

As we begin to gather intel on these attacks in preparation for any fight that comes our way, the hierarchy of the pack is brainstorming and as a slight breeze makes its way into the Alpha's office, I catch a whiff of what can only be described as the inner essence of my mate and I close my eyes briefly and in that moment I am completely thrown into a fantasy like none I have ever had before.

It catches me off guard as the details suck me in.  I feel his fingertips gently caress my arm as they work their way up to the back of my neck.  I feel his weight upon my lap as he straddles me and wraps them around my waist and chair alike.  

I feel his other arm work its way up the other side of my neck.  I bury my face into the side of his neck where that scent I just smelled is the strongest and I hear him moan and every hair on my body stands at attention right along with my shaft.  It is instant!  I have come to realize that he commands every part of my body.

He begins to rub his erection against mine and I growl into the side of his neck as I open my mouth and begin to suck and gently nibble and then I hear his slight whine.  That noise right there gives me a bit of courage and I use my lips to work my way to his mouth where I proceed to devour his lips.  I loose myself a bit more in that kiss.

I take my left hand and place it on his mid back while I use the other to work my way inside of his pants and when I open his pants for easier access, I can smell his arousal and I lose more of myself and could care even less.

I grab hold of his leaking erection and begin to pump him gently up and down and with each moan, each whimper, each sigh I become bolder and I am so focused on my mate's pleasure that I suddenly feel his hands on my hard, leaking shaft and a fire begins to grow inside of my stomach.

Our breathing is labored with desire and need and then I use the hand holding my mate on his back and travel down to the back of his beautiful behind and I can feel heat and dampness coming off of that area.  I push his pants down a bit as I work my hand down to his crack and use my finger to fondle his now very wet hole.

Suddenly Nachton pulls back from our kiss and half moans and growls out load and then I snap.  I let go of his erection and rip the side of his pants in an effort to get him bare and somehow he uses his feet and one of his hands to pull my pants off my ass and erection.

As we settle ourselves I am snuggled in the fold of his ass cheeks and am gently sliding up and down and I look up at my baby and all of the air in my lungs comes out as the look of absolute bliss on his face renders me completely still.

He opens his eyes and looks into my eyes and says, "Can you please come back to earth now Trahern!"  It's as if I am suddenly jolted out of my mind and am completely frazzled.  I look around trying to get my bearings and realize that while I am still in the same chair in the Alpha's office, the only person left in the room is Finis.  

He has the nerve to be wearing a smug look on his face and I have no clue what to do or say so completely out of my element at having been caught daydreaming of all things, I look down at my lap which is pretty much sporting a wet spot and a semi hard on and run my fingers through my hair while I try to get my shit together.

I hear the scrape of a chair as Finis sits right in front of me and simply waits.  I know that I am going to have to look him in the eyes but it is embarrassing for me.  This has never happened before.  This should not have happened especially with a Gamma ranked wolf but leave it to Finnis to end those thoughts immediately.

"First off, no one knows what just happened.  Just me and you know and maybe other than my mate, no one else will be privy to that information."  I look up at him and he is smiling at me.  "Secondly, it's normal what just happened.  You have no idea the kind of fantasies and daydreams I had of Magnus until we actually mated and even now my mind still gets carried away."

He takes one of my hands that are now laying on my lap and says, "This is normal and it is nothing to be embarrassed about, at least not with me.  He is your mate, your True mate and trust me when I say that You are not the only one going through this."  He smiles again.  I must have looked at him in confusion.

"Everything that you are going through, your mate is suffering as well.  I am very proud of you for not wanting to rush into anything that either of you may not be ready for yet but Trahern, don't wait too long because trust me when I tell you that for an Omega wolf, such as your mate, it can be a bit worse as his heat begins to build inside of him."

"What do you mean heat?" "Nachton may be a very special elder but he is first and foremost an Omega ranked wolf and like the omegas of old, with a true mate a heat will begin that will consume him if he is not claimed by his mate.  There is also something else you need to be aware of."

I look at Finis intently as I take in his next words, "An Omega can only get pregnant by their True mate, male or female makes no difference."  As these words shock me to my core, I think to myself, Are you fucking kidding me!  And then I am suddenly hit with an image of my male mate pregnant and as I feel my wolf begin to take over, I feel Finis hand on my forehead as he sends my animal half right back where he came from and pretty much shuts him up!  

I give Finis a look of utter shock as I realize he just controlled my wolf!