We all have these ups and downs,suspicious moments,the brave moments and feeble ones. We start to question our intentions, start to wonder if we're going to surrender or face our fears! Will we be able to confront people with how we truly feel? Or let the fear of being rejected take over us? Will we be able to let out all our feeling? Or hide in dismay?
As I walk up to your door
Heart beats faster, looking at the floor
Take a step forward and one back
Wondering if you'll smile at me or
Turn away and never call back?
Would i face my fear and confront you?
Or let my ego stop me?
Should i let it out?
Or just move on and let it go?
I miss us fooling around and guffawing all day long
I miss those crazy blabbering... I still remember them all
Do you still memorize the words to our favorite song?
Or have you forgotten them all?
Do you realize it's been quite a while since we last talked?
Since you last looked me in the eyeball
Should I yell at you and tell you I'm mad?
Or try to stay calm and act as if I'm not even sad?
I just want to know.. am I just a casualty?
Do you really care for me or you're just looking for another novelty?
I need you to whisper in my ear and tell me everything's fine
I need you to tell me that I'm just having some specious thoughts
That they all mean nothing and that we'll soon find out that all we ever needed is right in front of us
That there was no need for all this fuss
Tell me
Am i just dreaming? Or did you actually leave?
Words unspoken, promises broken
You let me down
And now you're questioning my frown?
And here I stand frozen
Back at your door
Will I smash it open? Or just stand there all alone?
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School Of Life
PoetryIn life, there are moments when you lose hope and feel disappointed, and there are superb moments that are truly worth remembering. I share my moments with you, feel free to share some too.
