School Of Life

My Own Path

Forever waiting for you to realize

that what I need is to feel loved

to know that you'll chase me whenever I let go

whenever I lose hope and not let it flow

Will you run away with me?

or leave me drowning in my tears?

Will I ever be favored?

Will them tears ever stop streaming from my eyes?

When will you stop fading away my smile?

Am I that fragile?

When will you realize...

that all I've ever wished for was just right there?

Smiles, laugh, talks... it's just not fair

when all you give me is lies, cries and I can't take no more

Best? is a word I've never had,

never felt although you've said it before

Alternative? yeah that's what you've been looking for

I guess you won't save me after all

I will just go back to my whispering dome

Looking for a place to call home

Figuring out your feelings... oh they're never known

You found your path? Yeah... well I'll find my own

I'll keep searching till the break of dawn

For something that'll make me forget all the pain I've been shown

And I'll find a way

Will I tell you? nay

Search for me as long as you want

But even if you find me I won't look at you I grant

Pretend you're not even there

And you'll just freeze and stare

As I walk by you like a boss

And then you'll know it is your loss