School Of Life

Fight For it

This might not make sense since you're already gone

but I try my best not to frown

maybe one day I'll wake up and it would just be a dream

and you'll come back and wipe away my tear

But for now let me just take a moment

to let you know how I fight to reach you

How hard I wish I could be near you

The farthest I can go is to picture you there

by my side, everywhere!

Imagining you smiling at my face, it's the truth that i can't seem to bare

The fact that no matter how hard I try not to let them tears stream down my face,

your doddering figure comes in flashes in front of me, and i look at that trace

On the ground it goes, and has no end

Is it real? Or I'm just too desperate that I pretend,

That I'm going to see you soon

Maybe not today, maybe not tomorrow, but I'll reach you at the end

As I look at the moon with it's grayish spots,

I remember how we used to stare at it,

and I pretend to run and reach it,

and you wouldn't handle my flops

I sill have that bracelet you gave me in 5th grade

It's still blue, but that sapphire shade started to disappear

Seems like everything started losing their beauty

'Cause you're not there to fulfill their duty

I guess it's time to declare my defeat...

I can't smile cause I know that you won't tickle my feet...

I guess I'll go back to that tunnel and wait

Wait for the infinite light to take me away

With the wind I go,

right there next to you...

As I lay my head and feel the peace

Feel the pleasure of relief

Don't need no more sympathy

Maybe then I'll finally be able to tell you I'm there

I'll come playing you that melody

The lullaby? it used to be my remedy

But until that day comes,

I admit, I won't quit fighting for it

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