BBS j.s [completed]

His Silhouette #31

Maya's POV:

I finally spotted the park in which Joe had asked to meet him at. It was bloomin' chilly! All I had was a parka that barely had fleece in. I walked towards the entrance to the see the gates locked. You're kidding me?! I guess I had to jump the fence. Luckily, I wasn't wearing tight jeans because let's be real here..I don't plan to have my butt exposed the walk home. I finally jump the fence swiftly and look up to see the silhouette of a tall man. The scent of this specific someone was unbelievably lovely and strong. "Impressive jump there Maya.."the voice of the man soon spoke. It was Joe. I chuckled softly and looked up into his eyes. His eyes were pitch black, as if they had been crying for ages. "If you walked further ahead, you would have seen an entrance darling.." he smiled, stiffing a laugh. H-He called me 'darling'. No matter how much I hated his guts at the moment, he could still swoop me off my feet. I softly laughed, "I knew that.." I smiled at him. We looked at each other with silence for 3 seconds before he spoke up again. "Come..Wanna go for a walk?" he suggested, biting his lip awaiting my reply. I stood there, shocked. I soon nodded and walked by his side.

"Maya..I'm sorry" he states, almost on the urge of crying. Oh no! I don't do crying! If he cries, I'll start crying too. "Joe...I'm sorry" I sigh and cup his face in my hands. "Why are you sorry? I got 'us' into all this crap and when I'm trying my best to dig out with this mess, I screw it up again!" he cries, ripping his hair out in frustration (not really guys..chill). Aww what do I do? I can't take seeing Joe like this. So what do I do? I jump into his arms into a hug. At first, he was taken back by my action but soon caved in. I bury my face into his neck and inhale his scent. I missed his scent so much, it always had a calming affect on me. Without thinking, I started bawling my eyes out into his shoulder. What?! This wasn't the plan! "I-I m-missed you s-so much Joe" I cried into his shoulder. Not matter how I much I denied that I didn't miss Joe, I REALLY DID! My heart felt like it was beating so fast. We were still in the hugging position. "I missed you Joe" I whispered, sniffling my tears.

After a while, I forced myself to stop hugging Joe. When I pulled away, his face was soft as if he hated me pulling away. "Joe.." I whispered. I immediately caught his attention. "Do you love Emily? Please please tell me truthfully" I asked, sincerely. He looked at me, his eyes turning a deep shade of grey, as if that were possible. "I-I don't know Maya" he mumbled, losing eye contact with me. WTF DID HE MEAN? "What do you mean.." I whispered, barely audible from all the crying. "I love you and Emily but I don't know what to do now!" he whispered, looking down at his feet. "Joe..the word 'Love" can't just be thrown around like fucking dandelions! Love is when you put your 100% trust in them and they don't treat you like shit in here" I spoke, pointing to my heart. He looked at me, nodding his head as I spoke. And I knew better than to look in your eyes, they only pretend you would be mine and how you made me believe, you had me caught in every web that you weaved but did you ever think of me when you lie (recognize those lyrics? comment and tell me what song this line is from hehe). I looked at him once more, before walking off.

It was not after a few seconds, I was yanked by the wrists and fell into the arms of Joe. He connected lips with mine. It's as if there were fireworks in my arms, rushing up and down my whole body. It felt so good to kiss Joe. I immediately kissed him back with much force. I brought my hands up to his hair, softly tugging at the strands of his hairs as we were in 'heaven'. I brought my legs up, to wrap them around his torso as he held me by my thighs. We were having a kissing session before my phone started ringing. Both of us broke apart, laughing as he dropped me on the ground. "Gotta take this call!" I laughed, looking at his swollen lips from the sudden make out session. "See you at school then.." he sweetly smiled. "Bye Joe" I smiled, before we separated in our ways.

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