Chapter 5: The 'talk...'

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~Drews POV~

"I.. I have ca-cancer?" The doctor nods and walks out probably to leave me to talk with the lads. But having Cancer meant there was a possibility i could die.. right? I didn't want to die. I was 13 for crying out loud!

I let a sob escape my lips and Liam turned and looked at me. With Pity In his eyes. 

"Don't look at me with pity." i snap at him. He looks taken aback at my words but quickly recovers. He looks like he's going to say something but then quickly decides against it. Good.

"Can you please. just please go. I want to be alone." They all nod before leaving and letting me be. I lay back on my bed and curl up in a ball. Then i let everything come out. My hate. Pain. Sorrow. Everything. 

~Liam's Pov~

I didn't mean to look at her with pity. I was trying to care for her. We had just left her room with we heard her sobs. She didn't want us to see her cry.

I just dropped to my knees and bawled my eyes out. I didn't want my baby girl to die. 

~Drews Pov~

~The next day.~

I sat in my room. I was only supposed to live past my 14th birthday.. if Chemo didn't work. So i decided on aking a bucket list.

1.) Go to Hawaii.

2.) Go to a luau

3.) Go to paris

4.) Go camping

5.) Meet Justin Bieber

6.) Have my first kiss

7.) Dip-dye my hair

8.) Make my first album

9.) Make friends....

10.) Go to school.

It couldn't hurt to go to school. Right? I sighed and went into my bathroom. I looked and my shaver there. I quickly went and shut the door and locked it. I quickly broke the shaver and took the razor out. Should i? My mind was telling me to do it.. but my heart was telling me not too..

I was too lost in thought i didn't realize the blood dripping onto the floor. And then a knock on the door. Crap. 

"Who is it."

"Louis. I want to talk to you."

"Um. Can it be later. I was about to take a shower." I wait to hear his footsteps walk away but they don't. I quickly glance at my now blood covered tile floor.

"It's important. Please."

"Lou. Do you want to see me naked? Or fully clothed?" I heard his feet walk away and i quickly start cleaning up the mess. I then hop in the shower to make it look like i'm not lying. 

When i get out i walk into my closet and grab some clothes. I grab a long sleeve shirt that is two colors. The sleeves are gray and the rest a turquoise. I then grabbed some pink polka-dotted pajama pants. Put some black flower earrings in my ears. Then i put my hair in a fish tail braid. Then grabbed my kitty slippers and put them on. Meow.

I then walked out of my room, down the hall, and knocked on Lou's door. After that little incident a little while ago. I learned to knock before going in people's rooms. I opened the door and saw Louis sitting on his bed. I stepped in his room and shut the door. Then i skipped over to him and sat on the floor right in front of him.

"Yes?"

"Drew.. Me and the boy's wanted to know.. Do you have anything you want to do?" I smiled really big and ran out of the room. I ran back into my room and grabbed my list. Then ran BACK to lou's room and handed him the list. I watched his eyes scan the paper and he nodded every once in a while.

"We'll do all of this. Just to make you happy. And we'll also do anything else that pops into your mind." 

"Ok Lou. I'm tired now. I really want to sleep." He nodded.

"I''ll put your list on the fridge." I nodded and left his room to go and sleep.

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I woke up about a week later. And Slowly.. got out of bed. I was going to my first day of junior high.  I went into my closet and grabbed a sleeveless top that was pink with blue polka dot's on it. Then i grabbed some turquoise shorts. I slipped on some pink toms. I put on my mustache necklace. I can't forget that. Then i put in some pink mustache earrings and then some blue glasses ones. I then put some braclet's on my hand.  To cover up what i did a week ago...  I looked at my nail's i had gotten done yesterday. They were gold, white and black. I liked them. 

I then went into my bathroom and put on some eyeliner and mascara. Some eyeshadow to match my skin color. Then some lip gloss.  I then curled my hair and pulled some hair back and put it together with a Bow that matched my shorts. Then grabbed my nerd glasses and put them on. I look good. 

I walked out of my bathroom and grabbed my new backpack. It was a light blue and had polka dot's on it. I walked downstairs to the smell of pancakes. Mmm... I guess Harry's cookin. I walked into the kitchen and as i said, Harry was cooking, Liam was sitting at the table..being Liam... and i guess the rest were sleeping still.

"Morning Love." I heard Liam say to me as i sat down.

"Morning."

"Ready for school." I nodded. I was excited.. but also nervous. I had never been to a school. What if ppeople didn't like me. What if i was bullied. What if i didn't make friends. 

My thoughts were cut off my Harry placing some pancakes in front of me with..

"HOLY FUDGE MONKEYS. BACON!" I literally grabbed a handful and shoved it in my mouth. I even think i put my hand in my mouth. but oh well! I soon finished eating. Liam was going to take me to school.

I quickly pulled out my phone and tweeted.

@Drew_Bear- Going to my first day at school! I hope i do good!


It was quiet the whole way there. Finally we pulled up to a building. A building I assumed they called school.

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GAHHHH. I feel so bad! I forgot to update for you guys! I really, rwally am sorry! I've been trying to finish my other story! Now you see me. Now you don't...... It's not 1D related but i want to finish it so i can work on this for you guys!

I also had bad writer's block and lot's of exams .-. And stupid project's an teachers.... Grrr. So I'm sorry for the late update!

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