Cut.
Cut.
Cut.
That's all i did after i woke up, It was the worst nightmare I've ever had, Why? Why did i have it? I'l never know... Sighing i made one last cut on my arm, and washed them off, making the lood go away, no matter how much i wanted it to stay. Putting my Razor in my drawer, I went into my room, deciding to do my twitcam, But, Before that i put a long sleeved shirt on. Didn't want anyone to see...
Logging onto twitter i sent out a tweet.
@Drew_Bear: Going to do a twitcam! Come and watch! (insert twitcam link here)
I set up the twicam, and smiled seeing i had about 10 thousand people watching, " Hey guys! " I saw the little message box, blow up with Hi's, or hey's.
" So, Since I'm bored, and obviously have nothing better to do with my life... Ask me a couple questions? " I scanned the comments, Looking for a question, some showed hate, but i really didn't care at the moment.
" Oh! Here's One, What's my favorite Animal? Hmmmm... A llama! " I was so busy having fun, i rolled my sleeves up, cause it was getting hot, instantly the message bow Blew up again.
@1DISMYLIFE: Drew! What's up with your arms?
@Ashley_Boo: Hey Drew! Show us your arms!
@Mackenzie_Luver: Drew.. I agree. Show us your arms!
@Troy_Holt: Do you cut?
@Brittney_scythe: Emo slut. Go die in a hole.
@Jessi_Styles: Go. die. you slut. Gosh. You should have just died at school, I don't see how people stand you.
I stared at the screen, " Uhh.. " I instantly stopped the twitcam, Not answering the questions, but it didn't help, people just started mentioning me in tweets instead, I tried blocking out my phones beeping, But The hate comments kept coming back.
Blinded by my tears, i found my way to the bathroom for the second time today. Grabbing my razor, I sliced my stomach, my arms, my legs, everywhere i could. Looking in the full length mirror, There was blood dripping down my body now, Cuts where everywhere. Still crying i turned the tub on, Not even caring that the blood was staining my clothes.. Oh god, What will I tell the boys.. Hopefully they didn't see, But what about my clothes.. I'll just tell them.. I was on my time of the month.. Yea.. That's it.
Stopping the water, i took off my clothes, and stepped in, The hot water burning my cuts, but i didn't care. I didn't care about anything anymore. Why should i live. Where all just going to die anyways.. I looked across my room at the medicine cabinet, thinking What I've thought for years, People don't care, I should just die, Kill myself. Getting out of the tub, my cuts still bleeding, i walked over to it, and took out some pills, i studied them, observed them.. But I put them Back.
Not today.
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OH MY GOD. HAVE YOU GUYS SEEN THIS IS US?!?! I WENT WITH MY MOM AND FRIENDS. AND. AHHHHHHH. MY MOM THINKS I'M CRAZY. WHOOPS.
BUT YEA. This chapter doe. I cried, i don't know why. I cried, So Like. 10 thousand people know she cuts nw.. yet.. The boys except Zayn don't know. whoops. Eh... They'll find out soon enough~ BE PREPARED FOR WHAT I HAVE PLANNED.
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