Chapter 20 - When She Cries

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We all sat there for what seemed like hours, and hours. 

Literally. HOURS. 

It was really only two hours.... I think. 

I honestly lost track, this is why I'm stupid. 

Pity.

Pity.

Pity. 

That's all I'll get when we go back home, I don't want pity. 

It's what makes me feel weak. 

Weakness isn't good, that's what gets you killed. 

I'll probably die. Not like I would care. 

I want to die. 

Everyday.

All Day.

People will never truly realize what happened to me, I may tell them. But will they ever fully understand how that turned me into the broken girl I am today? 

All of our heads snapped up at the sound of Niall, and Louis' door opening.  I stood up, worry going through my body. 

" How are they? " 

The next five words changed my life.

Forever. 

They may not make it. " Nothing mattered. 

I couldn't hear anything, I didn't even think. 

I turned, and ran. Ran from that place. 

That life. 

If they die it will be my fault, I won't be able to handle the grief from the others. 

I was stupid. 

She had planned this. All of it. 

She knew I would run, it was the easiest way to get me back. 

A van pulled up next to me, and hands reached out, grabbing me. 

My screams were drowned out by another ambulance. 

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ITS.

OVER.

OH.

MY.

GOD.

I'M :) NOT :) CRYING :)

YOU ALL HAVE BEEN SO SUPPORTIVE, AND I LOVE YOU. 

LA-LA-LOVE YOUU!

I WILL BE HAVING A SEQUEL. HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHHAHAHAHAHA.

it will be called ' Change ' 

And I hope you all read It. Um. Yea. I'll post a chapter on here when I have that Pocted. but. 

I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE THIS IS OVER. 

I CAN FINALLY SEE THE LITTLE CHECK MARK ON THE SIDE. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! 

I CAN'T. OH MY GOD. 

BRB. CRYING. 

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

I CAN'T BELIEVE I;VE MADE IT THIS FAR THOUGH. I CAN'T. I LOVE YOU ALL. OH MY GOD. 

AH. AH. AH. AH. AH. AH. 

THANK YOU. THANK. THANK. YOU

THANKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK. YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU.

okay. I'm done. 

#postingthechaptersnow

Love,

xx Nikki

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