Chapter 17 - Stay

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My breath caught in my throat, Liam was here. So were the others. 

I couldn't breath. I couldn't think. I just stared.  

Stared at the boys I loved, yet hated. 

At the boys who changed my life. 

Everything in that moment hit me like a brick. The fact that these boys do care about me. The fact that i've been stupid enough to not realize that they care, that they love me. 

Tears welled up in my eyes, and I hugged Liam back. I cried into his shoulder as he rubbed my back, 

" Hey.. Hey.. Drew, It's okay now.. " I shook my head, knowing it wasn't.  Nothing was okay, I ran out on a situation that could have been talked through. 

I pulled away from him. and looked into his eyes, and whispered, " It's not. " 

I took that moment to look for the others, I only saw Harry and Zayn, " Where's Niall and Louis? " 

" They had gone out searching for you, so their coming together. "  I nodded.

For a couple more hours we all just sat there, in total silence. 

My head snapped up at the sound of the doors and what seemed like millions of doctors voices, mixing together, " Get me some sterilizers... stat! Their in critical condition... " Doctors rushed in with two gurneys, two bodies placed on them. 

All I saw was the blood, there was so much.

As The first gurney passed by, my eyes widened, No. 

A sob escaped my lips at the second gurney, the tussel of blond hair flying past. 

It's my fault. 

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Guys. I was gonna do double update. But I didn't realize I was going crazy and going everywhere today. So Heres a short update, cause I'm updating every day this wekend.

Be grateful biatches. 

xx Nikki

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