Her Royal Shyness

Ch 8- Seriously Hot

Yssa's POV

What did I just do?

I'm not really sad that Stacey humiliated me.

It's...

it's because they KISSED.

What's happening to me?

'you're jealous.' my inner self commented.

'shut up!' I said to my crazy self.

I'm having mental conflicts. Literally.

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Cool wind brushes through my skin.

It feels lonely to walk home alone, but I'm the one who asked for this... I shouldn't complain.

Sigh. I'm used to being alone before but when I met him...

walking alone feels lonely.

I want him to be here beside me, smiling from ear to ear, talking about random things and just be happy with each other's company.

The sun shines brightly this afternoon but I still feel gloomy.

"Hey." he whispered.

I already missed his voice.

I turned to face him and lost my voice when he smiled at me.

"Is Stacey here?" he asked.

My heart fell.

"No." I answered in a soft tone, almost a whisper.

"Great!" he exclaimed.

"What?" my eyes widen.

"So that I can go near you. I don't like the idea of walking alone everyday, you're my buddy remember?" he stretched and draped his arms around my shoulder. "Besides, you're easy to annoy and I love it."

I felt my body tensing up.

Too close. Too close.

"J-jerk." I sped up to get out from him.

"Hey, wait up." he called.

He stopped me from walking by grabbing my hand.

"Let's be secret friends." he suggested.

"Secret friends?" I just repeated what he said.

He's holding my hand.

I feel lightheaded.

"Yes, since you don't want me to help you with her... so I suggest that we should hide our friendship." he explained.

"He's hot when he's serious like that."

Omg! What did I just mentally said?

"Yeah I know that." he smirked. "But let's be serious here Yssa, I don't want to not be friends with you."

He know what?

...

Buffering...

OHMYFREAKINGOSH!

I said it out loud!

NOOO!

This is embarassing!

I just want to disappear right now!

*pokes*

*pokes*

*pokes*

He snapped a finger in front of me.

"Hey! Are you listening to me or were you just checking me out?" he asked in all seriousness.

My jaw dropped.

Egotistical young man.

"Yes I'm listening. And please, I'm not checking you out. Ugh!" I rolled my eyes at him.

"Okay.. okay.. even though I don't like the secret part-"  I inhaled deeply.

"Me too." he quickly said.

I smiled. "Let's continue being friends."

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gracia's note:

I got nuthin to say.

hehe.

Nwplaying: Falling by Tyler Ward and Alex G

I love this song! :)