The tests
all claimed
the same.
You're pregnant.
Thoughts muddled my brain,
but how?
It couldn't be possible.
It wasn't possible.
There was no way...
I tried to deny it-
but the symptoms arrived.
Even Luke noticed,
"Why so glum?"
he asked.
I still hadn't told.
I was afraid
of being a bad mother,
what if it dies... just like Maddox?
I was scared to death-
but finally decided to open up about it.
"Luke"
I said,
tappin ghis shoulder.
"I'm..."
"Yes?"
he urged on.
"Pregnant."
Luke smiled
and kissed me.
"But Maddox..."
I whispered
as a tear
ran down
my face.
"You'll be a great mother-
don't worry about it."
he said.
I still couldn't forget Maddox-
he was such a beautiful baby.
He'd be four September 26th- today.
I didn't believe he was correct-
about that.
"Look, you practically raised some of your siblings,"
he said.
Tucking a lock of hair behind my ear.
I believed him now.
YES PEOPLE! I'm pregnant again.
