I stopped college for a while-
kept in touch with Ada,
and lived with my parents.
I was scarred,
inside and out.
My parents were so surprised
about little Maddox,
"we could have helped you..."
No
You
Couldn't.
I thought.
My sisters wanted to see a picture.
They cooed at his little face,
and wished to become aunties again.
"You're aunties to an angel now,"
I whispered
and then collapsed,
Crying.