Dear Aviva Rose,
I'm going to try.
I'm going to try to take care of you
and be a good mother.
Because I've tried my hardest before,
but I'm not going to lose you too.
I hope you grow up to be a wonderful person.
I have so many hopes and dreams for you,
and i hope,
that one day
you could fulfill them.
But right now,
it's my job to love you and
to take care of you.
I'm so sorry if I mess up,
but I still hope
that you'll forgive me
for them.
