apprehension / hemmings

(14) ain't no rest for the wicked

"Your girlfriend is fucking gross," Brandon had rolled his eyes as he looked over the hill. "Get yourself checked."

"I don't even love her. That is 7 guys she's cheated on me with."

"Fucking gross."

"Yeah," I tossed a small rock off of the hill. "I kind of want to bash Lydia Stevens before graduation."

"Are you going to leave Eva, and quick wasting your time, money, and cum on the girl?" Brandon had turned to face me.

With a groan, I'd lied back and rubbed my face with my hands.

She was taking over my life, and not in a good way. Eva makes me miserable. She's a lousy fuck and a really horrid person, honestly.

Maybe Bee had been right about me only using her as a fuck. With a week left of school, I've wasted two of my high school years on this girl.

And for what? I'm normal. I'm a normal, 18 year old boy. I want to stay that way.

And if Eva leaves my life, I will stay that normal, 18 year old boy.

The grass was soft, somewhat cold. Violet's smaller body kept me warm as we lied on top of the hill, but she was still sleeping.

Not for long, though.

Violet quickly awoke. Her breathing was heavy, and she immediately sat herself up. I'd been awake for a while, my arms were still wrapped tightly around her. The sun was barely out, and she had already felt afraid.

"Vi? Vi, what's wrong?" I sat up beside her, and she bit down on her lip. Violet then shook her head, her black hair swaying from side to side as she did so. Then, she surprised even me.