All I am (Completed)

H is for Hel

"I rather to be called Helania, thank you very much."

"I named you Genaaii and I shall call you Genaaii." He said.

"Thanks a lot dad." I replied sarcastically. "What brings you to my humble abode dear god?"

"I came to see about the matter of the balance."

"And here I was thinking we'd just get a drink and become buddies like the old days." I laughed out.

"Stop this nonsense Gen-"

I raised an eyebrow as he was about to call me that name. Instead, he faded and called me my rightful name.

"-I meant Helania." He cleared his throat and looked away from me.

"Why? Why should I fix something that I did not destroy?"

"I wanted to ask you something similar. Except, why why would you want to destroy what you helped to build?"

"I don't want to destroy it. I saw you. I saw you when you created Adam. You were beyond happy. I saw you when you created your son, I knew you loved to create and see things being created." My voice rose as I tried to prove my point.

"Why disobey me then?" He shouted back with a booming voice.

"I was fucking lonely!"

He went quiet and looked around the room. He walked to the window and looked out at the impure beings walking the streets.

"Helania I-"

"-stop. Father, I had the idea for you to create Adam, I assisted with Eve, I witnessed so many works at your hand. Why would I ever disobey you without reason? Adam and Eve were happy. They had each other. I wanted someone for myself like they did. They spoke to me when I went there, I saw them eat of the fruits and I desired that joy for myself."

"I would have listened to you. You are my first creation."

Tears welled in my eyes and I looked away from him. This is the first time that he has ever seen me in my cursed form.

"No god. You wouldn't have. I was the test to see if you could create."

"And I did. Pretty good if I do say so myself." He walked closer to me as I tried not to make we contact with him.

"Yea. Bet you did."

"If I knew-"

"-but you didn't."

I turned away from him and walked to the closet. I slid on a strapless short top with attached sleeves (cover photo) and a pair of leather pants to match. I grabbed a pound of chains and wrapped them around my waist and up to my chest.

I walked out to see god still standing in my bedroom looking out the window. He must have heard the chains shake and turned around. His eyes widened as he saw how I looked.

"Helania." He said with a tone of almost disgust.

"Accept that this is who I am. I will help you, just accept me."

"You can get back your form and come with me to heaven."

"H is for Hell and that's where I am going to be."

"STOP THAT TALK RIGHT NOW. YOU ARE MINE. YOU BELONG TO ME. YOU DO WHAT I TELL YOU TO." The vibration of his voice took me by surprise and tears ran down my cheek as I boldly took my stand against him.

"You are in my kingdom now. When I roar you cower." My voice shook but I still held eye contact with him. "You listen to me. I am not Genaaii anymore. I am Helania, queen of the underworld and all forces of evil. I will help you get this balance under my directions."

"And if I refuse?"

"God, just know that beggars are not choosers. They only choose when to beg. Choose wisely."

I walked out of the door with the chains rattling and my heavy boots clanking against the concrete.

H is for hell and I will fight to make it stay that way.