All I am (Completed)

The 666

"HONEY I'M HOME !"

Finally. At first I had no recollection of my life before earth. However, as soon as I took my last breaths and opened my eyes to the underworld, it all came back to me. All except what happened and why was I sent to earth. Just great, I thought. There is no way Lucifer was going to tell me everything now. I feel like we have known each other for centuries.

"Hey baby," he grabbed me by my hips and endulged me in a passionate kiss. "Do you remember any thing from down here?"

"I remember you," I then held his hand. It felt strange when we touched. It seemed as if we didn't touchvery often. Of course I remember us being together but I can't seem to remember what happened between us and why I left.

"I just want answers now. Why did I leave?"

"Dont worry about it. You'll remember soon dear."

It seemed like my mind wasn't mine anymore, my lips moved as soon as he spoke. "Dont call me that."

"Ah, you haven't changed a bit. Hel-"

"Dont call me that, that bitch is dead."

"What do I call you then?"

"How about you call me by my name? My real name."

"Okay. If that's what you want Helania."

"Thats more like it. Satan-"

"You know I hate that name."

"I know, Lucifer, shall we?"

"We shall." We made our way to the exit of the underworld and the entrance of hell, at last. I finally felt at home.

The place that people fear so much is the place that I feel most at home. I forgot about M but when he saw my face, he went pale.

"M, hey."

"Helania."

"How did you know?"

"I know more about you than you think. And Hel?"

"Yes?"

"I love you. And thank you. If you didn't do it, I would. I'm happy now."

"I love you too M. And you're welcome I guess."

I turned to face Lucifer, he was puzzled.

"Don't ask. Let's go."

There is was. My throne. It was written that only the person of true evil could hold the cepture. In my past life, I tried to hold it but it burned me. Everyone in the underworld tried. Even Lucifer. There was no true evil here. It was said that two persons of true evil could hold the cepture and have eternal power. And for the underworld, that meant defeating god.

I gazed at the throne, it has been fifteen years. It feels like forever since I have been here. My crown was sitting on the seat. I picked it up and dusted it off. My crown. I missed it so much. I placed it on my head. The desire to kill took over my eyes. The fangs that were under my teeth appeared, my own blood dripped from my lips.

"Lucifer, is anyone aware of my arrival?"

"Besides that guy you spoke to earlier, no."

"Good. I need a moment alone."

"Yes, surely."

I guess this was it. I was back. Images flashed in front of me and I stared at the diamonds in the crown on my head. Just this once, I felt like I belonged. All the stress and tension that was around me faded. I sighed. How will things be? Is there anyone who wants to challenge me or ask about my absence? What will Hades have to say to me. Sure they are all my subjects, but they have the right to know. I also have the right to know.

I sat on the metal seating of my throne. To my right was the empty place of a male counter part. For a split moment, I felt lonely. I have the whole world in my control and yet, I feel out of place. Lucifer had a wife, I was his master. He is the Casanova of the underworld. He does not love me.

Love.

M. He loves me.

"Helania. Helania. Helania. What are you going to do? Rule with an iron fist? Oh yea. Last time, I let everything slip through the cracks of my distraction with trying to find him. All I want now is an end." I spoke aloud to myself.

I took another revolving look around my impossible mansion. Rubies. I had a lot of rubies. They were the gem that made me see that blood was precious and it was to be spilled as fine wine on a crimson cloth.

My fangs stretched to their full length and I hissed. The pain was pleasurable. Every time I put them at their full length, it pains me. I ran my fingers along the side of my throne. The bronze was almost gold like. The patterns of dragons with ruby eyes mesmerized me.

The first time I sat on this throne was when I took over hell. I was out of control then. That made me think, who is to say that I have control even now? When I mask my powers, I grow stronger. But when I release them, I lose control.

I was young. I was foolish. But my ignorance inherited me a kingdom to rule. I guess ignorance is bliss.

I even got the chance to speak to Jesus, a rare opportunity for demons. What he said really got me to think. He came lookig for Christian, his son. He suspected he became rebellious and came to meet me in the underworld. I knew no one by the name but I was curious that Jesus had a son. As he left, I asked him to reveal.more about his son.

"Hey, Jesus?"

"Yes Helania?"

"I'll give you a taste of hell if you sneak me into heaven."

"Maybe some other time. I will find Christian. Tell him that."

"Who is Christian? I know he is your son but who is he?"

He chuckled then replied, "The devil himself."

It bothered me that the seed of a divine being could mask himself so that I wouldn't see that he is an angel. How? I wanted to ask but it was not in my place to do so. As his master and lover I was to respect his wishes even though they are unspoken. What I can do is talk to Jesus again. If he answers.

"Jesus, I know you're listening. Just hear me out. I need some help. Call it a divine intervention."

After my request I was interrupted by Lucifer.

"Your majesty, I apologize for disrupting your memory lane stroll but people are starting to.sense your presence. I don't know how, I masked you."

"It's ok. I was going to make an appearance any way. I believe my powers grew, I can't be masked now."

"My apologies, I should've asked."

"It's fine."

I made my way to the balcony of my palace. I saw the crowds of demons and impure beings gathering.

Their murmers quickened my heartbeat. For the first time, I felt that I had to be ready. Nothing reckless or impromptu.

"Are you ready?"

"I don't know."

"Don't be afraid. They're just demons."

"That's exactly why I'm afraid, Lucifer. They're my demons."