Love Him... More

Smiles and Tears

Warning: this chapter may let you remember Yuzuru's collision with Han Yan.
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Thursday, 2 days before Yuzuru's accident.

Shine is ready to go to work and head in the dinning area when she see Allen again sitting with her parents but Min is no where to be found.

"Good morning, where is Min?" Shine greets and asked no one in particular as she take her seat.

"He is sleeping Shine. It's his rest day today" Dad answer.

"Shine, we will need to execute the plan sooner" Allen suddenly said, he is nervous.

"What? Why? But I still have more than a week" Shine protest.

"We think that they will make a move sooner!" Dad explain with urgency in his voice.

"But I still have more than a week" Shine repeats herself and tears start to build in her eyes.

Mom move closer to her and embraced Shine from the side.

"Shine, listen to me! it will be just temporary. Who knows maybe tomorrow everything about this will be over! But for now please just follow us!" Mom said sympathetically to Shine.

"Please tell me you are not serious. My one month is not over yet" Shine said while looking in everyone at the table, wanting for just one of them to side her.

"I am afraid not, Shine. We need you to be gone now" Mom answer and her hold to Shine become tighter.

Dad and Allen look at Shine, they are feeling sorry for her.

Then Shine's crying become loud while she hold the arms of her mother.

"Shhh"Mom said to calm down Shine while Dad get and hold Shine's free hand.
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That night while Shine lie down in her bed, she think about the things that they said earlier.

"So are you going to let them 'kill' you without Yuzuru knowing?" Shine's inner self asked her.

"I am not ready! and I can't let them reduced my remaining time with him. As if one month with him is not short enough and now what? they want me to be dead sooner!...No! I just can't" Shine said to herself in a low voice.

"So are you willing to sacrifice your family's safety especially Min, for Yuzuru?" Shine's inner self asked again making her more confuse.

"I don't know! stop making me more confused" Shine said to herself and she put a pillow over her face.

She fell asleep and dream of her night with Yuzuru before his flight to China.

Shine knocks at the door of the Hanyu Residence, Yumi —Mommy Hanyu, opens the door.

"Hello Shine! come in" Yumi greets in Japanese.

"Hi Mrs. Hanyu, I brought this, I hope you'll like it. I made it" Shine said in nihongo and smile. Shine handed the box of sushi to Yumi. Yumi say her thank you and signal Yuzuru to welcome Shine while she head to the kitchen. 

Yuzuru smile as soon as he see Shine at the door, removing her sandals and put it in the side.

"Hello!" Yuzuru greets Shine with a happy smile on his face.

"Hi!"Shine greets him shyly.

"What are you two still doing there? Yuzu, let Shine come in. We shouldn't let our food waiting" Yumi said in Japanese while standing in the dinning area.