Love Him... More

Pink Hair

The night is almost over and it is certain that Mikka is one of the bad guy. Shine feel sad as she trusted Mikka without any reservations; just like Nam, Javi, Monika and Yuzuru. It will be much easier for her accept it if the bad one was Kazumi -she don't like her from the start.

Shine don't know how to at least neutralized the awful feeling she experienced tonight -the sight of Kazumi with Yuzuru and Mikka being a bad guy. She get her Hana's phone out from his purse but she don't know who to text,hence her contacts are limited. Then she think of Shine's phone -a message from Yuzuru will probably comfort her.

"maybe there is a message from Yuzuru" she said to herself.

"But if there is none, it will just sadden you more" Shine's inner self argue.

"I guess I'll just have to gamble with that" Shine firmly said to herself and looked for Shine's phone in one of the drawer on her study table.

Shine let her hands wander inside the drawer. She get to hold of a hard, slim and glossy rectangular thing -it's Shine's mobile. Shine closes her eyes as she bring out the phone and slowly open her eyes again. Shine saw a message from him and somehow it made her feel happy. Shine hurriedly open his text.

03-02-2015 9:00 p.m

Hello! It's been a while since my last message. The thing is, I am really trying not to text you...to know my LIMIT, and my limit is just today. I know if you are here, you will be mad at me for not contacting you. But I feel that I really need to test myself, how long I can detach myself to you. More than a month of not texting you makes me crazy...as in really insane. I'll need to call or text everybody just so that I can stop myself from thinking about you. I even asked Kazumi to go to a party with me tonight. I can't contact Hana too, because as you know I like her and I am afraid that if I become too close to her, she'll be gone too...just like you...She probably hates me now :-( actually, no! I know that she really hates me right now :-( I know how much she dislike Kazumi but still, I choose to bring her with me tonight. She is not talking to me, not even an eye contact :-( I knew this will happen but the pain is just overwhelming....If I can just turn back time I will never do what I did! Then seeing Allen and her from the distance -talking happily, makes me wish, that I was him. When they come back to us just to say their farewell and leave hurriedly together... It's more painful than actually seeing them together...I could have stopped them but I didn't and I hate myself for that...Well, I guess, Hana and me are back to square one again :-(...I hope you can tell me what I should do!...

Shine finished reading. It makes her happy that Yuzuru still thinks of her but at the same time it makes her sad that Hana is really growing into him.

"No I love you for Shine? well, it really saddens me, I guess you are right after all " Shine sadly said to herself.

.....

"Hana, Your Hair is...PINK!" Monika shockingly said as Shine enter her post.

"why are you so shock?" Shine asked with a smile as she settled in a chair.

"nothing!...Did you fight with Allen?" Monika concernedly asked.

"no! why?" Shine said, frowning.

"well, your hair is PINK!" Monika repeat herself with emphasize.

"hahaha! you are funny Monika...This is me! sometimes I can go as far as to color my hair like a rainbow" Shine said proudly to Monika"...and beside it's Valentine's today, I thought I'll change my hair" Shine added with a smile.

"...and I really want to try this" Shine's inner self said as she touched her hair proudly.

"Oh by the way, Did you see the Kazakhstan figure skater, Denis Ten?" Shine giddily pause as she remembers him. "He is cute isn't he? but he is not that tall" Shine finishes with a wide smile as she sit back.