Love Him... More

More Tears

After much talked, Shine and Allen board the earliest flight bound to Tokyo, Japan.

"I guess, this is the perks of being 'you' ha?" Shine said in awe as they are the only passenger in the first class cabin.

Allen look at Shine with amusement as she looked like a little girl that holds a barbie doll for the very first time.

After the airplane took off, Allen remove his seat belt and face Shine.

"Are you sure about this?" Allen asked Shine, concernedly.

Shine didn't looked at Allen as she answer him.

"I think so...and I really need to see him now... for one last time" Shine answer with descending tone in her voice. Shine can see from her side vision a sympathy look from Allen .

"Sir? Ma'am? Can I get you anything?" A lady steward suddenly appear and interrupt them.

Shine and Allen looked at her.

"Do have a Pinot Noir?" Shine asked the lady steward for a red wine.

"Yes ma'am" the lady steward gladly respond.

"Can I have a glass?" Shine ordered.

Allen quietly looking at Shine with sympathy, he knew that Shine has never had any alcohol before. At that moment, Allen probably know what is going thru in Shine's mind.

"Can I get you're ID ma'am?" the steward asked with a smile.

Shine open her purse and handed an ID to her.

"Sorry Ma'am, but alcohol can only be serve to people ages nineteen and above" the lady steward said while handing back her ID.

"Please, JUST a glass! I REALLY REALLY REALLY NEED TO SLEEP!" Shine pleaded.

But before the lady steward can answer, Allen interrupt.

"One glass would not hurt, plus I am an adult, I will supervise her. I promise that she will not asked you  for more later. Just give her a glass... and me too, please" Allen said and smile, a cute smile that no girl can resist.

The lady steward is hesitant but she still handed a glass of red wine to both Shine and Allen anyway and she leave them alone. When the lady steward goes back inside the black curtain, Allen starts to talk to Shine.

"Why do you like Yuzuru so much?" Allen asked while his eyes are fixed forward.

"I don't know. I can't describe my feelings...the feeling of joy and happiness when I am with him" Shine answer as she think of Yuzuru and a smile. Then she take a sip of her Pinot Noir.

Allen smile a little, somehow he's expecting to hear Shine's answer.

"Thank You, Shine..." Allen suddenly said and take a sip of his drink too.

Shine turn her face and looked at Allen with a confusion written on her face.

"For what? If anyone who should be thanking here, it's me...Thank you" Shine said with a little smile.

"Thank You because I know this is not easy for you but you still follow us" Allen said with a smile and take another sip of his red wine.

"Actually, I think it's better this way. Yuzuru will be safe sooner without me" Shine said and drink her red wine in one shot. Bringing down her empty glass, Shine started to feel a little dizzy as tears begin to flow from her eyes.

"I know, you might say that what I am feeling right now is not real or it's just a puppy love. But it's neither of the two for me, I know that my feelings for him are true. I know it will last forever" Shine said while she burst herself into crying.