Love Him... More

Bonus: Yuzuru's Perception Part 2

Another very long chapter.

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GPF - day 1

Yuzuru is waiting to enter the ice rink when he take a glance up and he saw Shine. Shine looks different -very different -she cut her hair short with a full bangs and dye it with a frost blonde, she is not wearing her eyeglasses and have aqua blue contact lens instead.

"Is that Shine?"Yuzuru wonder.

Shine put the hood of her jacket and the lights strike Shine's bracelet perfectly for Yuzuru to see the YH engrave on it.

"It is Shine!"He said in a low voice to himself and the door opens.

"15 mins...i'll just need to wait 15 mins more...FOCUS!" Yuzuru said in his mind and exhale loudly.
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Skaters 6 minutes warm up is now over. Please leave the ice.

On the ice; representing Japan: Yuzuru Hanyu

"Focus! Focus!" Yuzuru said to himself and Chopin Ballade no.1 start to play.

He starts to move with elegance. Then he make an entrance for his first jump -a triple axel- he do the spread eagle and then he put his left outside edge backward and lift himself up to the air. He rotated three times and landed on this right outside edge with a perfect timing and it looks so easy then he do a spread eagle again. The crowd went clap loudly,giving him more encouragement.

Yuzuru landed another quad perfectly.
The crowd clap loudly again. Then he make another attempt for a jump but this time he fall. But he still smile and continue his skating.

Yuzuru skated almost perfectly and he cannot be more satisfied with his performance.

He catches his breath and bow to the audience as the ice rink starts to be filled with Winnie the pooh. Yuzuru see Shine looking at him she's mumbling something but the distance make it difficult for him to read her. He looked at her and unconsciously he wink at her.

While waiting for his score to appear Yuzuru take a look at Shine again and he saw that she was leaving.

Scores please! Yuzuru Hanyu 94.08 and it's his season's best.

After hearing his score Yuzuru immediately go to the back stage and remove his Ice Skates.

"what are you doing?" coach Brian confusedly asked.

Yuzuru did not answer him and run bare footed.

"YUZU! WHERE ARE YOU GOING?" Coach Brian yelled but Yuzuru is already out of his sight.

Yuzuru run as fast as he can and he saw Shine running in the lobby.

"SHINE! SHINE!" Yuzuru called her name several times but Shine is not turning around.

She continue to run and Yuzuru continue to chase her. Then his fans started to build up and crowded him. He tried to escaped from them but as he tried it just become more and more crowded.

"SHINE! SHINE!" Yuzuru yells more but she was gone. He started to feel a little claustrophobic, luckily Mr. Hiroshima and several of his people is following him and they help Yuzuru get out from the crowd and bring him back inside.

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"Where did you go?" Coach Brian concernedly asked.

But Yuzuru is not himself -he walks blankly as Mr. Hiroshima assist him in a chair. His mother rush to him too.

"Go to Javier first coach! he will be up soon" Yuzuru instructed blankly to Coach Brian. Coach Brian hesitantly follow Yuzuru and head out to go to Javier.