Love Him... More

Jealous Feelings

"Gotta go señoritas " Javier said with a smile an he turn around.

"Seeyah later ladies" Nam said as he slightly bow his head and follow Javier. But Nam turn around again and wave his hand.

When Nam and Javier is totally out of their sight Shine turn to face Monika again and playfully give her a interrogating look.

"So what's up with you and this Nam guy?" Shine said squinting her eyes to Monika.

"Nothing actually" Monika said and she is obviously lying.

"O c'mon nothing?? you are holding his hand in the cemetery" Shine's inner self accused.

"He sounded really concern about you earlier and that's nothing?" Shine asked with a sarcastic tone.

"Nam and me are just friends. Maybe we are a little closer than the others but he is just a friend" Monika said and a disappointed tone can be heard from her voice.

"A LITTLE CLOSE?So all these intimate moment of you two are what then?" Shine's inner self asked sarcastically again.

"I can tell that you are just more than a friend to him" Shine said and grin.

Monika looked to check that no one can hear them and she pull Shine down to their seats.

"I told you that he has a crush on Shine right? and to be honest I am kind of jealous about that" Monika said. She cover her face with her hands.

"What are you jealous of?" Shine's inner self asked, confused.

"But why are you jealous of her? You said that she and that Yuzuru guy is a thing already. And though I met Nam for only a couple of minutes ago, I can see the way he looked at you and it isn't the look you give to a friend" Shine reassured Monika.

Monika remove her hands from her face and looked at Shine again.

"Actually, I think he already has interest in Shine the moment she had set a foot in the club" Monika pause.

Shine frown as she honestly can't follow Monika anymore.

"When Yuzuru asked me about my vacation, Nam also approach me and asked about Min. Min is the younger brother of Shine.. anyways back to my story...I think he is already looking at Shine that time" Monika guilty said and bow her head while she play her fingers.

"O Monika! there is really no reason for you to be jealous. For all I know Yuzuru is the one that asked about Min" Shine's inner self said and laugh.

"Honestly, do you think Shine liked Nam in that way?" Shine asked and she can't help but to rolled her eyes to Monika, luckily Monika has her head down.

Monika shakes her head.

"I don't mean it in a good way but Shine is already dead. And even if she is alive now, base on what you tell me, I think she'll never laid her eyes to any other guy aside from Yuzuru" Shine said with all honesty she feel.

"You are right! I should not be feeling this way, especially not to Shine" Monika said and she stand up.
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December 7,2014 Yuzuru's 20th Birthday

When Shine arrive at the club, Nam, Javier and Monika are already there; sitting in the front desk with a laptop on. Shine assumed that they are doing a video chat with Yuzuru to greet him happy birthday.

Ring...ring...ring...

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY!" Nam, Javier and Monika said in sync —their voices covered the club.