Love Him... More

Bonus: Yuzuru's Perception Part 1

This chapter will be really...really long ^^

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In the burial

"Later, will be my last sight of Shine" Yuzuru sadly said to himself while he prepare himself to leave.

At the Cemetery:

"No Funeral? Closed casket? We can't see her again?...what is this?" Yuzuru frown as they walk to the site of where Shine will be resting forever.

"This is all wrong! is Shine still alive?" Yuzuru asked himself.

"I know...I can feel it...you are still out there! I will see you again" He mouthed in nihongo.

After they have bury Shine, Yuzuru see Allen from a distant.

"maybe he knows" His instinct said. And though, Yuzuru is hesitant to approach Allen, he still did anyway.

Allen is standing tall without any emotions in his face -maybe that's just the way he is.

"Sorry" Allen said in nihongo.

"why can't I feel any sadness in him?" Yuzuru said in his mind while looking seriously at Allen. "Unless my suspicion is correct,that Allen is part of this" Yuzuru said in his mind again. He looked down for a very fast second and pretend to wipe something in his eyes and face Allen again.

"wait! is that a camera in his eyeglass?" Yuzuru said as he notice a very tiny hole in Allen's eyeglass. Yuzuru pretends that he didn't see anything.

"Thanks" Yuzuru said "...But I know that there is reason for this and we'll going to see each other again eventually" Yuzuru sadly added with emphasized. Allen frown to Yuzuru's words like he can't follow Yuzuru. Yuzuru saw Allen's confused look and he decided to explain himself further.

"I mean...death is the only certain thing here on earth and when my time is also up I am going to happily see her again" Yuzuru said and his heart start to feel the sorrow of her sudden disappearance.

"Good to know that you are being positive about this. I wish I am tough as you. Shine, wherever she is now I am sure that she will be proud and happy to see you with much optimism" Allen said adjusting his eyeglass.

"Liar! you are not even sad " Yuzuru said in his mind but he did not say a thing and decided to just nod instead. Yuzuru turn is face away from him and see Nam, Monika and Javier approaching them. Javier patted him in the back and he give a sad smile. Nam smile briefly to Yuzuru too then turn to face Allen.

"I don't believe we have been formally introduce but I am Nam, this is Monika and Javier. We used to work with Shine in the club" Nam said extending his hand to shake Allen's hand and he turn his head to Monika.

Yuzuru is not really listening to them as they talk. Yuzuru just stand in silent, observing them, especially Allen.

"he is also know spanish?" Yuzuru said in his mind while he look at Allen and Javier talking.

"why does he need to learn too many languages?" Yuzuru added, questioning Allen in his mind.

"...Thanks" Javier smile to Allen, flutter by his words.

"You know Spanish too?" Yuzuru asked in nihongo to Allen.

"Yes...my family force me to learn the language because of my ancestors" Allen said in Yuzuru's tongue.

"Wow! You can speak 3 languages" Nam interject with amazement in his voice.

"Actually 5, I can also speak Russian and French quite fluently" Allen corrected Nam.