My Bosses' Secret

Damn you, Ryan

It's been a few weeks and I've been feeling like shit. I can't hold down any foods and I've been having light cramps. My moods have been up and down as well. I'm just going to say it's my period that's coming soon.

James has been acting a little weird lately. It's like he's trying to avoid me. Every time I see him he'll make sure to avert his eyes somewhere else.

"Hey, can we talk?" As I close his office door shut.

"I'm busy but what's up?" As he didn't look at me.

"How come you've been so MIA?. I know I didn't do anything wrong".

"Cassie, it's not you... It's just my wife is driving me crazy and she's stressing me out".

"Oh... Well as long as it's not me causing an issue then I'm fine" as I smiled.

"But there is something you can do to help me out" as he smirked at me.

"Not here!. No way!" As I shut down his idea before he could even say anything.

"Come on!. That's the thrill of knowing someone can walk in here at any moment" as he pulled me to stand in between his legs. "Let me say with that thrill in the back of you head you'll have the best orgasm" as he traced kisses down my neck.

"Mmmm... No James not here" as I caught myself before we got too crazy.

"Cassie... Let's just do it!" As he started getting angry. That's when I felt the bile coming up my throat. I quickly pushed him away as I opened the door and stormed out quickly to the bathroom.

"Cassie?" As my coworker Lisa called out. Getting up off the floor I flushed the remainder of what came up down the toilet.

"Hey Lisa!" As I washed my hands and the. My mouth. I stood there just trying to catch my breath.

"Are you okay?" As she asked.

"I'm fine, I just got a stomach flu or something" as I smiled.

"Oh ok just making sure you're okay. If I didn't know any better I would've thought you was pregnant".

"Me?, pregnant?. No I'm not pregnant" as I shook my head.

"How have you been?. I feel like we don't even talk to each other anymore".

"I'm fine same old crap everyday. How are you?".

"I'm good!. But I wish we could still act like we know each other. I miss you!".

Here comes the emotional roller coaster I've been on for the past month. "I'm still the same person... I haven't changed. I just been busy with things" as a tear fell down my cheek. "I'm sorry" as I walked out bathroom.

I took an early lunch since I wasn't feeling well. Sitting in Starbucks sipping my coffee which I was hoping would make me feel better.

"Cassie?". I turn to look over my shoulder to see Ryan standing there smiling at me. I was in no mood for him either.

"Not now Ryan, go bother someone else" as I went back to looking through my phone.

"Are you okay?" As he took a seat next to me just staring at me.

"I'm fine" as I brushed my hair out of my face.

"You don't look fine, you actually look very pale" as he sounded concerned. "Are you sure you're okay?".

"Ryan?. Please I'm in no mood today okay. I had a somewhat melt down at work and I can't seem to hold anything down".

"Have you been to the doctor?".