Shit. Shit. Shit.
I mentally cursed myself out for not looking at the caller ID. I can't just hang because now he knows I heard it ring. I don't wanna seem like I'm avoiding him, because I'm not. I just... I don't know.
"Yaz...look I'm sorry, okii. I just... I just don't know what to do." He sniffled. "I don't wanna lose you. I can't lose you. I need you-"
"No you don't." I said chuckling "Clearly you don't need me, seeing that you surely didn't give a fuck when you looked me dead in the eyes as you had your filthy tongue all on hers." I stood up and walked towards the balcony doors seeing the raindrops pelt down onto the glass door.
"You wanna know how I felt when I seen you kissing all on her. I felt played. I felt like you just kissed me because you felt bad for me. You then led me on with the touching, and the smiling, and the hugging. You led me on thinking that we were actually trying to form something more that just a friendship. Don't you think I've went through enough heartbreak already? Do you even know what heartbreak feels like? You must not know the real feeling of losing someone you loved unconditionally, and I'm not just talking about a family member, Laurent!" I was yelling at this point.
Jay had woke out of his sleep looking at me worried asking who I was talking to.
"I'm perfectly fine with us being friends. That's all I want. I don't want anything else from you." I said calmly as I heard shuffling from behind me and felt strong muscular arms wrap around my waist.
"Until you figure out what the hell to do with your life, don't call me, don't text me, don't even think about me, because I don't have time to waste on your bullshit." And with all that said I ended the call wiping away the tears that had fallen. I turned around to see Jay look at me with concern.
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"Perfection" is Worthless (A Les Twins FanFic)
FanficTwo roads diverged in a wood, and I- I took the one less traveled by, And that has made all the difference. -Robert Frost I was the one to travel the road less traveled by. I was the one to go against the grain and stand out in a crowd. I ha...
