Lost memories

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ASTRID.

I woke up with my head throbbing. It felt like a truck drove me over, then I jumped off a cliff, then I was beat up by a thug. I stood up, and that only resolved in my head feeling like its gonna blow up. I look to my side, and see 2 Advil's and a glass of water. I take them with no question, and then I go downstairs. I was halfway down the stairs, when I smelt bacon. Ooo yum, I could use some-....who was in the kitchen.....I peek around the corner to see a Greek god cooking breakfast. It was Kai, but shirtless. Maybe I would skip the bacon, and take some of his beef....

"When your done drooling over my body, you can come and eat" He says, and I blush. I sit down at the island. He hands me a plate, and he sat down in front of me on the other side of the island. I scoffed when he had a puppy look on his face, and he just laughed.

"What?" I ask

"Nothing"

"Is there something on my face again?" I say and I bury my face in my hands, I heard him chuckle and then he mumbled something that I thought I heard wrong

"God, your cute" He mumbles, and my heart stutters and I thought I was going to have a heart attack. I look up at him in shock, and he just has the same expression as me. 

"What did you say?" I ask, he just shrugs.

"I'm not gonna tell you" I tried complaining but thought of better. Maybe I should just get my hearing checked.  I looked at him, and gave a small smile.

"Ok, fine. But can you at least tell me what happened last night?" I say and he laughs.

"You don't remember anything?" He asks, clearly amused that I could get that drunk.

"No, I don't. Now please help me?" I begged, and he smiled. I walked over to him, put my arms around his waist, and my head on his shoulder, from behind. I felt him stiffen, and then I felt weird. Why did I do this again?

"Can you please get off me?" He said, and my heart sunk.

"Oh, yeah right, I'm sorry. I mean what was I thinking?" I say, and step back. He must of seen my pained expression, cause he reaches out to touch me, but I walk away, but stop at the hallway

"Just lock up when your done, please. I'm going back to bed" I say and before he could reply I was all ready up the stairs. I didn't know. I mean yeah I did know, but I just hugged him. I didn't mean to. And now I know that he really doesn't want me to touch him. I mean every time I touch him, he either steps away, or he just freezes. God, I should've learnt my lesson all ready, but no, I have to keep trying. Well now I know. That a guy like him, would never go for a girl like me.

Kai.

I was just out the door when I heard a muffled scream. It was coming from Astrid's house. She must be really mad at me. I rejected her hug. Well I had to. Every time I'm near her it feels like my heart is gonna stop. Or when she touches me, it makes me wanna grab her, and hold her, and tell her how I feel. But....do I really know how I feel? Or do I only think she's pretty like I do with other girls. Yes...is my mind's answer. No....is my hearts answer. I have been thinking for a while now, and I don't wanna listen to my mind right now. I think my heart is right. I mean what is that saying, follow your heart, not your mind. That's what I've been planning to do. I was going to win her, one way or another.

Now that I she and Sean is not a couple, I can put my plan into action. I really like her and she makes me feel so special. Its weird when I think of it. I have been through girls like I use my cologne. And trust me a bottle doesn't even last me 3 days. I'm a player yes, but I'm starting to believe in that bullshit story, of the one girl that can change the bad boy. But hey by all means, if its Astrid, then go on ahead and write that story... I was lying on my bed when I heard someone sniffle. I go to my window, and see Astrid's is opened up, and she's lying on her bed, crying. She turns around, and I hide. I can see her face, and to be honest she looks like crap. What do I do?

I see her back is to me again, and I take that chance and climb out the window. I reach her window, and sit on the edge. I hear her sniffles and sobs, and all I wanna do is hold her and wipe the tears from her beautiful face, but I have to restrain from the burning feeling in my heart. I got to the bed, and sit down on the edge. She turns around abruptly, and I smile at her. All I see is tears and mascara stains. I lie down next to her and she just scoots away. Maybe I hurt her feelings when I rejected her?

"What do you want?" She asked rather rudely. I sighed.

"Ok. I probably deserve that one. But please hear me out?" I ask and she just remains silent, so I take that as a yes. I look into her eyes, and I feel nervous, but I push through, and I blurt it out.

"I'm not sure but, I think I may or may not have feelings for you" I say fast, but it looks like she catches on, cause her eyes went wide. I close my eyes for a moment, and when I open them, I see her smiling. I smile too then. I lean closer, and she doesn't pull back, she just giggles. It was a sound, I would never get tired of. I was thinking about kissing her, but I didn't wanna push my luck, and get a kick to the balls. It happens a lot, when I try to make a move and girls panic, and their first reaction is too either kick, hit, or knee you in the ball sack. So I didn't even try to go there. Yet....

"This doesn't mean I forgive you" She says, and I laugh. We stayed like that for a while. Just chilling and talking, lying on the bed next to each other. I just had to make this work. I know what I need to do now. I just gotta follow my heart.

AUTHORS NOTE.

HEY GUYS. SORRY FOR THE FILLER. WELL HE SAID HE LIKES HER......WELL KINDA, IM WORKING ON IT. JUST KEEP READING PLEASE. PLEASE

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