KAI.
I was sitting. Waiting like the rest. I didn't know what to say, or think, or to do. I was numb. All over. Nothing functioned.
I heard my name being called in the distance but I didn't register.
"Kai!" I felt a hand in my shoulder shaking me lightly.
"Are you ok? Do you need anything?" I look up to see my mom, looking at me with concern.
I just shook my head. I didn't want anything but her. Astrid. My Astrid. The girl that made me fall for her, by doing absolutely...nothing.
I was so dumb to have ler her go. She should've stayed with me. But I didn't even try to stop her. It made me feel useless.
I didn't want to move from the seat against the wall, right outside her door. I kept staring at it, like she would just come walking out, see me and run into my arms, letting me hug her, comfort her, keep her safe. But would she forgive me for letting her go?
God I hope so...
"Kai...you have been staring at the door for over an hour. Take a nap, or at least strech your legs a while...please?" I heard Astrid's friend Jane tell me. She must see the worry on my face.
I can't leave her. I have to stay and make it up to her for leaving her. Its all my fault.
"Don't you dare do that" I hear someone tell me sternly. It was Sarah. She walked over and crouched infront of me.
"Do what?" I ask tiredly.
"Blame yourself for what happened. Its not your fault" Shs says, and I look at her in shock.
"How do you even know that's what I'm doing?" I ask her and she shrugs.
"Me and Jane have seen that face a lot when Astrid lost her family. She thought that it was all her fault. But we had to be there for her to make it better" She says.
"She is gonna need you when she wakes up. When she is gonna hear that you aren't here she would flip" Jane says, and I look at her skeptically.
"How do you know that?" I ask, and they both giggle. I was more lost than before.
"Just....trust us" Sarah says, and winks at me. Then she goes off, and does her own thing.
Will she want to see me? Will she forgive me?
Well I was just going to have to wait and see.
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