Starstruck ☆ S.P [EDITING]

Irony

You slowly scrunch down. Sitting down onto the blue carpet flooring, moving into a fetal position. You cry into your knees as they press into your chest.

You can hear light footsteps behind you.

"Y/N..."

"I-I.." You begin but can't continue, chocked up from all the tears. Your words only come out as a jumbled mess.

You feel Lily crouch to your level and put a soft hand on your shoulder.

"I'm so sorry, y/n. I-I caused all of this.."

You look up at the blonde, with tear filled eyes. Her own seemed to swell up with tears.

"I-Im s-so so-rry.." Lily cries.

You want to be upset with the other woman, but seeing her falling apart just as badly as you were.. Softened your heart.

You wrap one arm around the woman's shoulders pulling her into your embrace.

"Shh.. It-It's alright." You choke out.

While rubbing small circles into Lily's back.

"I-I ruined ev-everything!"

You found all of this very ironic, the young blonde, crying in your arms. As you tried to comfort her. When you were the one who lost your girlfriend.

"Lily, I didn't have to kiss you back.." You sigh. "I didn't have to have sex with you.. I ruined my relationship." You hold back tears trying to be the strong one? You weren't sure what you were doing. This all felt like one big cosmic joke.

"I-Im.. I'm so sorry,y/n."

"Tomorrow morning.. Can you drive me to, Sarah's?"
You change the subject. You want to make things right but you know right now isn't the time. You knew the woman wouldn't even give you the time of day if you showed up at her house after all that happened.

"Yes, of course.."

To be continued

//I'm sorry this story is allllll over the place. Most of my stories are. Hell all of my stories are but thank you guys for reading and giving feedback. It means so much! ♥//