Full Homo

Now They Know

Chapter 15

Dean pov.
"Boys tell me everything about Dean's problem," Dad says. I then diced to speak up.

"Well it started when I was 13. Years before this, I knew I was different because I never liked girls in a way a normal boy would. I only liked them as friends or like sisters, but other boys liked them romantically. When I turned 13, I learned what being gay was. The first person I ever told was my mom. She was completely fine with it. In fact to her it was a relief because I couldn't get anyone knocked up," I stop not wanting to say what happened next.

"A couple weeks later, after I had gotten home from school, John approached me with anger in his eyes.  And he um g-grabbed me and," I stopped talking to collect myself before I spoke again. I cleared my throat and spoke. "He grabbed me and shoved me against a wall. He asked me if I'm really gay," I say.

~ Flashback ~
Dean pov.
My friends Crowley, Azazel, and Lucifer just walked me home. I unlock the door and see that dad is angry. "Hey da-" I say, but end up being cut of by him shoving me against the wall. "Dean, tell me your not gay," dad says. "But I am gay," I say daring not to make eye contact. "I'm not going to raise a fucking faggot," dad says as he trows  me onto the ground. I groan in pain. He then kicks me a couple times. "Go to your damn room faggot. If you tell your whore of a mother about this, I'll fucking kill you," he threatened. I ran off to my room, and cried until I heard my door open. I quickly wiped the tears from my eyes.  "Dean, are you okay?" Sammy asked. "Yeah Sammy, I'm fine," I say and he leaves.
~ End Flashback ~

"Months after that Mom found out, and had a huge argument with him. He then pretended to be sorry. When ever Mom had to work late shifts, he'd come home drunk. He never hurt Sammy, he'd only hurt me. It got to a point where I had to learn how to stitch cuts, and heal bruises. He'd call me fat, a faggot, ugly, worthless, a bastard, a piece of shit, and multiple other things," I say as I start to choke up.

"That's when the voices started. They yelled the same exact things. They would yell at the worst times. One time I was in class, and they started to scream at me. Basically, I have a mental breakdown in the middle of class. That's when my friendship with Crowley, Azazel, and Lucifer stopped. They started to bully me, and I started to cut. To this day Mom doesn't know I cut," I say with tears in my eyes.

"Oh Deanie, I'm so sorry," Cas said as he hugged me. "Its all in the past now," I say as I hug him back. "Dad, Can we go to Mom's grave? If you don't mind," I say. "I don't mind at all son," Dad said. Dad flips some switches. We then land at Mom's grave yard. "You two can go out. I'll stay in here," Dad said. He looked like he needed time alone. I quickly found her grave.

"You know Cas, she used to sing House of Gold by Twenty Øne Piløts to me when I was little," I say. (Yes, I know that TØP were not a band  when Dean was younger) "Oh I love that song," Cas said. I don't what came over me, but I started to sing.

She asked me, "Son, when I grow old,
Will you buy me a house of gold?
And when your father turns to stone,
Will you take care of me?"

She asked me, "Son, when I grow old,
Will you buy me a house of gold?
And when your father turns to stone,
Will you take care of me?"

I will make you queen of everything you see,
I'll put you on the map,
I'll cure you of disease.

Let's say we up and left this town,
And turned our future upside down.
We'll make pretend that you and me,
Lived ever after happily.

She asked me, "Son, when I grow old,
Will you buy me a house of gold?
And when your father turns to stone,
Will you take care of me?"

I will make you queen of everything you see,
I'll put you on the map,
I'll cure you of disease.

Oh and since we know that dreams are dead,
And life turns plans up on their head
I will plan to be a bum,
So I just might become someone.

She asked me, "Son, when I grow old,
Will you buy me a house of gold?
And when your father turns to stone,
Will you take care of me?"

I will make you queen of everything you see,
I'll put you on the map,
I'll cure you of disease.

"Wow Dean I didn't know that could sing," Cas said in shock. "Oh it's nothing," I say. "Now I love that song even more," Cas said as he kissed my forehead. I blushed and then Dad called us back to the Tardis. "Dean don't look, but that twat you called your father is out there," Dad said. I looked without looking and saw him standing there. "Is that John?" Cas asked. "Yep that's the asshat," I said. I then realized what I said. "Oh sorry Dad," I said. "No Dean it's fine. He is an asshat," Dad said. We then teleported away from grave yard.

Cas and I then went to our room. We laid down and cuddled. "I love you Dean," Cas said. "Full Homo," I say. "Full Homo," Cas said while laughing. "Maybe 'Full Homo' will be our 'I love you'," I say. We stared at each other, and then burst into laughter.

AN: I enjoyed writing this chapter because get to know more about Dean. Also there's TØP. I'm thinking about doing the same for Cas, but it won't be as sad.