Full Homo

Timelord?

Chapter 11

***Trigger Warning***

Dean pov.
Cas and I woke up at the same time. "Morning Angel," I say. "Morning Demon," Cas said. "What the hell Cas," I say. "What did I do?" Cas said innocently. "You just called me a demon," I respond. "Well, your my little demon," Cas said. "Whatever Novak," I say sassily as I roll my eyes. "Okay Winchester," Cas said. "Do you wanna walk around the Tardis?" I ask. "Sure," Cas said as he grabbed my hand. We then left the room and walked to the Tardis' control center.

There we saw the Doctor running around it flipping switches and pushing buttons. "Hey Doctor," Cas and I say in unison. "Hi boys," the Doctor said, "Do you two wanna guess where we're going?" "Victorian London," Cas guessed. "Nope," the Doctor said. "Manhattan, New York in the 1930's," I guessed. "Tha-that is exactly correct," the Doctor said in shock. He then started to scan me with what looked like a magic wand.

"The fuck is that?" I say. "Don't swear. It's a sonic screwdriver," the Doctor said. "Cool," I say casually. He then put his screwdriver in the Tardis controls. The Doctor then squealed happily and called for Rory, Amy, and River. They can running down the stairs. "Look here," he exclaimed. They looked and cheered. River mentioned something about tests, then she left the Tardis. The Doctor then drew circles and lines on a sheet of paper. He gave it to me and it read 'Would you like a Jelly baby?'. "Yes, I would like one," I say. Nevertheless, he had a while bag of Jelly babies and he gave me the whole thing. "How the hell could you read a bunch of circles and lines?" Cas asked. "I don't know, it just came to me," I say. The Doctor then yanked out a piece of my hair. "Son of a bitch," I yell as I grab the injured spot. "Don't fucking swear," Rory said. "But you just swo-" I was cut off by the Doctor. "No, no freaking way. I gonna faint," the Doctor said, low and behold he fainted. "Amy get the emergency F&C," Rory said as he checked the Doctor's vital signs. Amy came back with fish sticks and vanilla pudding. Rory dipped the fish in the pudding and stuck it in the Doctor's mouth. The Doctor shot up excitedly and ate it. He then turned towards me.

"Dean I have to tell you something. You might want to sit down for this," the Doctor said. I sat down and waited patiently for the Doctor to tell me what he's gonna say. "Dean you're part time lord, and my son," the Doctor said. "What?" I say. "I hate to tell you this, but you will out live Cas and all of your friends," the Doctor said sadly. I ran to my room, while crying. Once I got there I closed and locked the door. I could here Cas banging on the door and yelling.

I went in my closet and got my box of razors. I sat on the floor and started. 1 2 3 4 I counted as I cut my arms. 'This is all your fault you dumb fuck' the voices in my head yelled. 10 11 12 13 I continue counting. As I cut myself I run over old scars from years before. After I ran out of room, I pulled down my pants and started to cut my thighs. On my legs now is a mixture of blood and tears. 'Castiel will never love you' the voices yelled. I continued cutting until Cas burst through the door. "Dean stop it!" Cas yelled. I ignored him and kept on cutting. 'Keep cutting you little shit' the voices yelled even louder. He then snatched the razor out of my hands and picked me up. "Fuck off Castiel. Leave me alone!" I screamed as I pounded on his chest. He ignored me and carried me to the bathroom. He then got a first aid kit and started cover my arms and legs with bandages. "Cas, why are you helping me?" I asked. "Because I love you Dean. You're the best boyfriend a boy can have. And I'm thankful to have you. You might out live me, but I'll always love you," Cas said as he finished patching me up. The Doctor, well dad, knocked on the door. "Are you two okay?" Dad asked. "Yeah we're fine," Cas said. "Okay," he responded.

Cas then grabbed me and sat me on his lap. "Dean I love you," Cas said. "I love you too Cas," I say. We then shared a passionate kiss. "I think we should go to bed now," Cas said. "Yeah, we've had a looong day," I say. Cas then carries me to bed. We cuddle and fall asleep.

(AN:I would like to apologise for the feels. Also for the longness of the chapter.)

PS: It would be really cool if one of you guys made a new cover for me. You can message me the cover and I will chose the best one. You will also get a shout out.