Chapter 20: I still love you

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Niall's POV

I left Caroline's house looking pale. I just has to bring that topic. Let me explain what I would say or maybe not because its hard maybe when she comes back I could tell her. The memories keep coming back to me. Her bumping into me. Me finding her. And asking her out. She was one of the few girls that really changed me.

She loved me for me not because I'm Niall Horan from one direction. I saw it in her eyes. And if she did love me as a famous band member she wouldn't have been affected by what I did. She sometimes makes bad decisions. Well she often does. About that guy named Bryan? Yes I remembered his name. I found him. And beat him up.

"Mate you alright you've been standing there for the past ten minutes. Not even nandos can wake you. You keep saying jazz"Liam said

"I do?"I said

"You may now kiss the bride" harry said

"Shut it harry"Liam said

"I just miss her" I sighed

Zayn spanked Louis mouth and Louis was struggling to get it out

"What's wrong Louis"I asked

"Jasmine!"he yelled

"She misses jasmine I mean she did mean a lot to all of us"Zayn said

"Yeah"I shuttered

Simon whistled his way out of the house

"See you around boys I have a meeting with Mark"

"Oh good luck"harry said

After Simon drove off we also left

I stared at my reflection on the window. We were passing a few buildings. Then now a few trees then a car just overtake us well Louis was driving. The car was super fast. Wait isn't that.

No it couldn't be

I think it is

Is it

No

I just shook that idea and re read the song

just leave me

It was just another day

I thought you'd never play

A silly game of cheat

I thought you couldn't be a fool

I thought I knew you were cool

But things burn under the heat

Refrain:

I gave you my all

You made me fall

Chorus:

Just go

Just leave me alone

I don't need to see you again

You made me believe

What I didn't see

So just leave me.....

Well I think we have to change the song. First of all it's not our style. Although this is really impressive. The car ride was quiet. They were just staring at different things. Zayn was practically glaring at Louis through the mirror. Harry was staring at his phone probably on twitter. Liam was texting dani.

Suddenly an ambulance started racing and Louis stepped aside to give way. That ambulance was probably going to aid that driver or something

Suddenly my heart beated faster and I was a bit light-headed. Why do I have this feeling something bad is going to happen.

Jazz's POV

I raced through the road and hit the brakes. Which weren't working. My heart beated faster but my head was strong. There's no stopping I guess. I ran past a very slow car. I didn't know why but my heart skipped a beat. Since I'm committing suicide I might as well admit it

Simon. I don't really love him. I treated him like a rebound. I always thought of Niall when I'm with him. He's nice. He has a good heart. He deserves someone who loves him as much as he loves me and as much as I still love Niall

And then there's Niall honestly I'm in love with him. I never stopped from the moment I bumped into him. I was right we should've waited. Well he is the reason of what I am right now. He was the reason I took a step forward. The reason I changed. Maybe this was somehow a blessing.

I grabbed my phone and texted Niall. I don't change my number it was the same number I used to text Niall before. I typed in something

I looked up the last thing I remember was hitting a tree and I blacked out

Third person POV

The ambulance raced and reached where jazz was. The car exploded. Her body was still in one piece. She had many cuts and bruises her head was bleeding rapidly. She was holding her phone. The last contact was Niall Horan. She wasn't able to send that message

It said

I'm really sorry Niall. I hope you forgive me someday.

P.S. I still love you

They took her in the ambulance. She was loosing too much blood. They called Niall

"Hello this is Niall Horan"

"Hello in what way are you related with ms James"

"As in Caroline James"

"Yes sir"

"I'm her um boyfriend"he lied

"We'll sir your girlfriend has been involved in a very serious car accident I suggest you come here with her parents"

"What how bad us it and I'm on my way"

"Very bad sir she lost a lot if blood"

"Okay I'm on my way"

Niall drived there (yes I can assure you he has a license)

He entered her room. She was covered in bruises everywhere. Her head was bandaged. Her arm was in a cast.

Niall cried. He broke down beside her

Why?

Because he loved Caroline and he loved jazz

How did he know

She wasn't wearing her wig

"I'm so sorry jazz and I still love you" he whispered

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I'm am super sorry for not updating the reads was crazy I mean when I slept the reads were 600+ then when I woke it was 1200+ then after I took a shower it became 1700 it's so crazy

Comment what you think and ill update when I can

Toodles

Peace!

-nisa<3xxx

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