Sometimes words can't describe how you really feel. You hide behind your words that you say and regret the words you don't . Your eyes meet a smile spreads across your face but nothing comes of it . Everything that you have been hiding for years on the inside prefer to stay hidden the words that you want are out of reach. You hide your past of the shit you've been through under the strong armour that you show on the outside no one is willing to give you the time of day no one is willing to care. You've changed yourself to the point of no return but lost who you where and who you wanted to be. Yet seeing your smile changes the past ,the person who is willing to care for you as much as you care for them . Your eyes meet again this time showing the same feeling as you experienced before for this is the first rime it has happened. For this might be the only chance you get now you have his blue eyes starring back at you yet your scared the scars that lye upon your heart will be cut open again . Under this thick armour lies a broken girl whose eyes have seen evil. A girl who is fighting a girl who is willing to be loved. Her eyes green and smile white waiting for you. But eyes turn to a blur and she is no longer willing she needs to much. You take a chance to find true happiness no matter the age the hurt is no longer there your heart begins to mend your scars begin to heal a broken girl and a broken boy fixed by chance together by fate . Hearts open tears come out mind changes fate losses interest ,and lost is something to well known . stars become lost. Love becomes broken you lose yourself once again.
