The pain of being alone is something to oftener felt I am no longer willing . My eyes grow heavy but my strength grows weak I don't think I can take another week. It's been a fight all this time through all my life hiding the truth deep inside for if it came out some might die. The pain I have been through without any help I lie awake wondering if it can change or will I just be the hopeless girl who I always been. I sit alone in this tiny house I call my home it's filled with evil that I only know. Friends only see what I choose to show them no one will see the true me . No guy has ever cared no family by my side to worried about themselves to hear me cry . Medical reasons some might say are causing most of my problems each day yet I haven't changed I am still the same me hurting , alone no matter the time of day . Most think it's easy to deal with my problems but no one knows the true form that lies deep within. The truth prefers to stay hidden but I prefer to die my heart sinking fast in my chest for there is no reason for me to rest . Some may over come there pain some may coupe with it a different way . Some keep it bottled up inside it until it dies to come out. Others don't care some can't see the true sadness that lies deep within me . My idol chosen to accept his fate and find a way to make it better everyday. Maybe is path will change my fate maybe I should live to see another day.
