They tell you you can talk to them, they tell you they'll listen but your conversations are boring they don't mean a thing but you keep talking anyway. You will never admit to him how you feel how your slowly falling deeper and deeper in love with him each day.His smile, his walk, his touch, and everything that makes him who he is. Can't he see that I feel that way. Each day you spend apart messes with your heart. Each year you shed is just the start. Relationships are all the same they say, you met a guy and fall for him in every way. But he lies, hides things but gets upset when he doesn't know. He makes promises that he never keeps, a constantly makes you think he's changed. I just step away, seclude myself from him because nothing hurts more then being hurt by the ones you love. He says I've changed but I haven't everything that's going on isn't from me. He can't admit it's not just me. As my eyes grow heavy my fate in humanity lessens. Men are just the same, even those good boys aren't what they seem but we're all not perfect anyway. I get tired of the same, I can't help but want to see change. Why are women the ones who have to give but never receive. How come his pleasure and happiness is put above your own. Why do you have to give him everything you have until you have nothing left to give. Relationships are just roller coasters filled with ups and downs, more lows then highs, less smiles and more lies.
