It's crazy how emotions about things can change, how within a blink of a sec your no longer happy but instead hurting. Your mind the main source of your pain constantly controlling your thoughts. Twisting your views and memories of events and people you've met. Happiness is something not many truly know most just go along with the illusion that there mind creates, a story to get them through the day. The lies you tell yourself are supposed to help make everything okay. But you're alway left feeling this horrible way, heartaching, tears dripping down your face. Eyes grow heavy and you wonder why your in this place. You question everything you've done and the mistakes you've made. Not knowing if it will ever change. Just another person part of this place meaning less and less each day. To busy being hurt to change your way. Thinking dying is the only way. Mindsets change, memories fade as your life slips away.
