Sometimes I wonder why I stay, sometimes I wonder why I still care. Pain, hurt, lost of trust how can I move on. With every step I feel myself fading away losing hope in my friends, losing hope in society. I wonder why certain people come and go into our lives and I wonder why some just bring pain. I know I've been broken but I'm better everyday or at least I was. An act can only be held up for so long and keeping secrets that eat away at me leaving me just skin and bones. But I hold the truth in for you..... to protect you. I'm not the person I wanted to be and maybe your the cause. Certain things can't be forgiven and many can't be taken back. Sometimes I wonder why I still stand beside you, sometimes I can't hide the hate inside me. I know I can't trust you, you've lied to me time and time over. I guess this is my way of getting it off my chest. It just makes me wonder what could have been or what will everything become when the truth does come out.
