Disconnected // 5SOS and Magcon

Part 11

I got home and cry a lot. Sitting on my bed and thinking about what Luke said to me. Well, he's right. I'm lying. But I just can't tell him now. I have to keep this secret until he remember everything. And my phone is ringing. Someone texted me. I hope it's from Luke. But no, it's from Ashton.

"Hey, (y/n). What happen to you?" He asked me.

"Nothing. I just can't tell him the truth Ashton. He can't know about this. About me. About Calum. About us." And I feel shaking and started crying. I don't know what to do. And Ashton calmed me down as usual. He's very nice.

"Okay. Sshh.. Don't cry again, (y/n). I know what are you feeling. And I will keep this secret until Luke get his memories back. He said. He understands me. He is my best friends. That's what best friend for.

"Okay, thank you Ashton. For always beside me. Always understands me. I just have you as my best friend." I told him. Matt is my best friend too, but I don't want to let him know because we just met.

"But you know what (y/n)? I have a news for you." Ashton told me. I get curious about it.

"What is that ash?"

"I think Luke's memories is getting better. He keeps asking about you when you're not with us. He remembered our band, our friendship. And what I want to talk about is... He keeps ask me about his feelings to you. I think he remembered it." Ashton explain to me. And I just quiet not saying a thing. So... I talked to him 2 hours ago about it. And that means he remembered about his feeling.

"That's what I want to ask you Ashton. He asked me when we had a conversation outside. He asked me about his feeling before the accident. And from the story he told me, I think he remembered it." I told him about what happen between me and Luke.