Disconnected // 5SOS and Magcon

Part 20

It's been a week since the days that Calum has been sick. Never thought that he would do that. Never thought that thing would cross his mind. That thing, all that pills that made him sick and lost his happiness, confused me. I think it's because of me. He would not think about anything bad if I just forgive him that day. The day that he lied to me. All these troubles made me hurt. Not just all his mistake, but also himself. But I think I can't unlove him. Even he's done the worst thing, I still can forgive him. All these things made me wonder, thinking about it. Then suddenly it's gone cause Calum called me.

"Hey. How ya doing?"

He asked me with sounds of happiness. I'm so glad he called me. I've been waiting for him to called me because I need him now, every time. It's like whatever you doing right now, he always cross your mind. Sounds of his voice, the picture of his face, memories that we ever had, every time that he done to me, it makes me remind something about him.

"Nothing. Just chilling. What's wrong?" I asked him.

"Hmm... Can you come to Ashton's cause we're going to have a rehearsal before we're going on tour in this several months" He explained it to me.

Wait, what? Tour? That means he's going to other countries. No. Damn it. It couldn't be happen. I can stay far from him. I need to come with him. Besides, I'm their best friend. They must be allow me to come with them and saw them play all that kinda-punk rock song from backstage.

"Hello ms. (Y/n)? I asked you. So what's the answer?"

"Wait, you said about tour. What tour? Why you didn't tell about this to me?" I asked him like I'm so panic and I can't calm my self.

"Just be ready at 6. I'll pick you up. I wanna tell you something. See you then, love."

It's 5 pm and I need to prepare my self for tonight. Not a big thing but I need to prepare my self. I'm going to take a bath and put my strawberry soap that's so nice. After finished took a bath, I'm going to my wardrobe and opened it, looking for something to wear. I choose my black top with nirvana logo on it and wear my legging. I tied my hair up and make it into a bun. I put a little makeup as usual and grab my little bag, also my phone.

I go down the upstairs and meet my mom and dad. I said to them where to go and they're allowed me to go and they said I can't come home too late. I kiss their cheeks and go outside to wait for calum. After 5 minutes of waiting, and finally he come pick me with his car. He came to meet me and said Hi, and then he opened the door for me, which is such a good feeling to be opened by him. I got up into his car and he's started driving.

I insert a CD, it's all time low. He liked it too. So we sing together, the song that came up is Dear Maria, Count Me In.

Cause I got your picture
I'm coming with you
Dear Maria, count me in
There's a story at the bottom of this bottle
And I'm the pen
Make it count when I'm the one who's selling you out
'Cause it feels like stealing hearts
Calling your name from the crowd