Disconnected // 5SOS and Magcon

Part 24

Here we go again. Having a rough time in my life. Always had to choose between two hard decisions. Why things are so hard? I mean, can I just live a happy life, like in fairytale? I guess it's not going to happen right now. Waiting hurts. Forgetting hurts. But not knowing which decision to take can sometimes be the most painful. They're always on my mind, keeps me mumbling everyday. They can't get out of my head, but I know Calum is the one who I thought a lot. I've never seen Matt, know what he's doing. I just seen on his twitter, tweeting about his tour and about his fans. I know he love his fans a lot. But I need to stop thinking about it right now.

Then I just realise I haven't take a bath yet. It's 8 am right now, and it's such a rare thing because I always wake up at 11 or maybe 12. I don't even know I'm a girl or not. I walked into my closet and grab something to wear. I choose my white tee and a black jeans. I'm really into their style right now, kinda grunge.

After finished take a bath, then someone knock my door. I looked at the small hole at the door, and it's Calum. I almost forgot they're going to have interview today. I need to hurry.

"Wait, I'm gonna wear my shirt!" I said to him while grabbing my shirt.

"It's gonna be better if I come in and saw you right now." He said and giggled.

"Fuck you. Just wait. Can you please shut up I'm panic right now Mr. Hood!" I yelled at him.

I finished wear my shirt and now I have to brush my hair, I just let it straight cause I was dye my hair last night. And now I'm looking for my black converse. Got it. I open the doi and the others standing in front of me and they waited for me. I think they waited for about 10 minutes, maybe.

"Fuck. What happen to you? Why you dye your hair? Are you going to be me?" Michael said, and he's really such a dork.

"Hey, don't swear!" Ashton yelled at Michael. He's like our daddy who get mad to his children.

"Dad, look. Michael just swear and yelled at (y/n)!" Luke said and laughing his ass off, and calum laughed too.

"Okay, stop guys. You guys told me how to dress like this. So shut up and now we have to go because we're gonna be late. Come on!"

"Alright, mom." Luke said and when I'm about to catch him, he just ran away from me. Luke Hemmings, you're such a badass.

Calum walk towards me and said, "you look beautiful."
And once again, I'm blushing right now. He really knows how to make my day. It's easy to impress me. I don't need a fancy party to be happy. Just him. I'm happy. I'm satisfied. I'm content. I smiled as I walk with him, and he hold my hand. I hold it tight like I'm gonna lose him, really tight. He looked at me and kissed my forehead. I just find myself happy with the simple things. Appreciating the blessings God gave me. Calum Thomas Hood.