Disconnected // 5SOS and Magcon

Part 21: Flashback

Calum's POV

I think I should move on from her. Luke has fall in love with her, but it was me from beginning. But I always let him win, he's like my brother. We're in a band called 5 Seconds of Summer. We play guitar everyday, we eat together everyday. Everything that we did is always together.

I think it's the right decision, to move on from her. I can't take it anymore. Luke got everything that I want. He's got her. But maybe she don't like back, because I'm the one who's with her every time. If she needed something, I always help her. No matter what happen. But time is everything. I don't want to wasting my time to a girl that's just called me as her best friend. Even I still in love with her, but i think I should go to the place that she can't find me.

I'm going to London.

I'm packing all my clothes and put in my bag. This is all I need. I need to refresh my mind. I'm ready now. I need to tell mom and Mali, that I'm going to London for vacation, not to refresh my mind. I called Michael, before I'm going to the airport. My flight is on 8pm and it's 6pm so I still have time to say goodbye before I go.

"Hey faggot. I'm going to the airport. Don't miss me haha."

"Wait what? Dude what should we do next? After you pretending to die and now you're going to London?" Michael is pissed and I'm explaining all of it. After he understand, I ended the conversation and looking for taxi to take me to the airport.

Michael told me about the situation right now. I mean, how's (y/n) looks like, and how's she doing, is she alright. It always through on my mind. I thought about that because I'm running away from her, and I can't see her. Well I have to move on, but I need to know how's she doing. Even she's not mine, I have to know about it. Michael said she always crying like crazy everyday, she still can't believe if I 'died'. Her eyes were puffy. And she still keeping stuff that I gave to her. And the worst thing is, she drinks a lot. She sleep, drink, looked for my songs, crying, and sleep again. Michael calmed her and she won't listening. And even Ashton, the sweetest one, who knows to talk to a girl, can't stop her to crying everyday. I make her like this, but this is the risk. I need to accept the truth that it's going to be like this.

7.45 pm
Here I am. Waiting for the flight. Waiting for the moment to leave this city for a while. Maybe a couple months. I had so many friends in London, so I don't have to worried about where am I going to live. London. It would be a great idea. Never thought that I would do this for a girl that I love so much but, yeah it's the truth. I need to leave. Let him win. Win for her heart. 15 minutes until I got in the plane. Michael and Ashton texted me.

"Safe flight buddy, hope this thing will work. We're going to miss you, faggot." I laughed after read that. Damn, they still remember me, but as a faggot. No, I'm going to miss you guys. It's not take a long time.

5:00 AM
God damn it, its still morning and I have to bring up my bag and walk. I'm still want to sleep but here I am. London. I've been here because we've got tour here. And I'm calling my friend, Josh.

"Hey what's up josh! I'm arrived. Can you pick me up?" I called him, with a sleepy voice. But still, keep my eyes opened.