I woke up around noon and Caspar was waiting for me to upload my video so he can do the same.
Oh yeah, sorry Caspar! Uploading it now!!
No problem, love! Just give me a link in the description down below! ;)
Yeah, yeah, I was planning to do that all along!
Mmm yeah, whatever.
I laughed at our conversation while uploading the video, it always takes a long time! But finally after a long hour it uploads a few minutes after Caspar's.
I watch Caspar's and read the comments,
"OH MY GOSH!! Look at Joe staring at Ella the whole video!"
"Caspar had to snap Joe out of his gaze before Ella even noticed!"
"I know but look at Caspar he looks JEALOUS!!"
I take a long look at those comments and watch the video very thoroughly once more, to make sure I was not going crazy! I watch Joe through the screen as closely as he was looking at me in the video. He was actually staring at me in the video! How come I didn't notice he was sitting between Caspar and me, 5 inches away from me!
Of course right when I come to London things spiral out of hand. I'm probably just overthinking this, he was looking at me because I had an eyelash on my face or I had something between my teeth.
Stop, Ella you are losing your mind! Ok, maybe you did find him a little attractive, but...
My phone was vibrating breaking me out of my thoughts, it was Zoe and I have a feeling I know why she is calling.
"Hey, Zoe!" I sing-songed, "Hey, Zoe?" she yelled, "My brother is head over heals over you and that's all I get 'Hey, Zoe?'" "Please Zoe, he doesn't like me.", I told her, "I don't know that video..." "That video is just a video, I mean I think he is a little bit..." She cut me off by filling words in my mouth, "Charming? Attractive? Hot?", she giggled. I rambled on and on about how I just met him a couple days ago and I don't want to get into those situations that fast, especially if he didn't even like me.
I was then interrupted by a knocking at the door, "Wait one second, Zoe. Someone's at the door.", I say as I open the door to find a package at my front door step, I bring the brown box into my house and find some scissors to cut it open. Inside was a lot more of my stuff from my mum. The most noticeable thing about it was the picture of my family and Caspar's family posing and a note attached to it, "Hope you are having a great time in London! Miss and love you!" Thanks mom but not very much.
"Sorry Zo, I'm back.", I say as I head back to my couch with my dog laying on most of it. "You know what I would do...", she continued on as if we never stopped talking, "Go see Caspar, you moved to London not even knowing Joe. No comments are going to tell you what to do, you are just over thinking everything because of all these thoughts put in your head and that's okay. Just continue on as if nothing happened!" Zoe always gives the best advice, another point to Zoe the therapist. I thanked her and hung up.
I then ring Caspar and asked if he wanted to come over to my place, he rejected but offered if I wanted to come over to his place instead. "I don't know, is Joe there?", I interrogated him. "No, he's been at Oli's. Why does he make you uncomfortable because we can always just hang at your place.", I can actually see his face turn into concern. "No, no he's great! I just want to catch up with you alone." "Oh, ok. Come over then!"
By the time I get there it's already 6 because I had to eat lunch, and get ready, etc. I knocked on the door and Caspar welcomed me with a, "Hello, Ms. Collins!" "Why, hello Mr. Lee!", I giggle, he leads me into his place. We sat on his couch and we kind of just talked about everything and then we got on the dreaded topic.
"So did you see all the comments on our video?", Caspar asked. "Uh, yeah... That's kind of why I came here just to talk with you and get away from that.", I explained to him how I knew I was overthinking this but it was just driving me crazy, Caspar was just nodding his head and I knew he was listening. He is always a great listener, when we were younger I would always vent to him why I was upset and he would always listen. "Well do you like him?" "That's the problem I don't know and I don't know if he likes me either!", I let out a groan and fell on the couch, "How about we not talk about this?", Caspar asks knowing I'm not feeling very comfortable. "Thanks Caspar.", I told him while going in for a hug. He hugs me back and whispers in my ear, "I missed you a lot." "Yeah, I missed you too.", I told him back.
"I can't believe I'm telling you this", Caspar sighed, "What Caspar? What are you telling me?", I say pulling out of the hug. "Joe, he might fancy you a little bit...", he confesses, "What? I barely know him! I don't understand, I only met him a couple days ago." "Yeah, but I mean you've done a lot of collabs with Zoe, so...", that's when the door opened and Joe walked in. He just stared at us, "Why hello, Ella! Nice to see you again." "Hi, Joe", I say awkwardly. "I think I should go know, Caspar walk me to my car?" Caspar then followed my lead as I grabbed his hand and I walked to my car while Caspar was being guided by me. "Thanks again.", I told him. "Yeah it's no problem.", as he hugs me. He heads back to the house as I rummage around for my phone. I sigh as I realize I left it on the couch. I get back out and walk to the door and noticed that the door wasn't fully closed and that there was arguing coming from the house.
"Caspar, What the hell! I thought you said you didn't like her!"
"I don't! She asked me if she could come over!"
"Why?!", Joe asked frustrated. "Because maybe she feels confused?", Caspar was upset and was like a big brother in this situation. "Ugh, I just wished that I got to know her better!" "Maybe after like a couple weeks, just let everything simmer down."
"I can't deal with this!", Joe said while storming out. Which when he swung the door and the door just happened to hit me in the face with an awful amount of force. I let out an echo of pain, "I forgot my phone.", I say like I haven't heard anything. Joe gasped, "Oh my gosh! Ella I'm so sorry! I didn't see you there! Oh, love, you are bleeding!" "I'm fine, let me just grab my phone and I'll call for help myself", I smile while feeling very dizzy. "No come on let's get you in the apartment." I gave in and when I started to walk I fell to the floor and everything was turning black, "Oh come on love.", Joe said while wrapping his arms around me and carrying me into his flat. The last thing I saw was Joe's face in my hand, and then my vision suddenly became empty.
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Fanfiction"This again? God! Do you realize I kill a little bit of myself everyday to keep this relationship alive just one more day? I love you! Don't you see?" Ella Collins the name of a British YouTube personality known for making quirky and funny videos, s...