Screen (A Joe Sugg fanfic)

8.

"Joe, listen. I am going on the trip to work on that new project, I hope you aren't mad and just understand my perspective of things.", Joe had a complex look on his face and his hands were clenched into fists. I took his hands and made him relax, I intertwined my fingers with his and said with a calm voice, "I know you would do the same, we both know that publicity is everything and no matter what I..." I stopped in my tracks to look at him, his eyes were big because I think he knew what words were going to be spilling out of my mouth but instead I started up again defying his thinking, "I respect you. Plus, it's only 10 days."

He said nothing just took me in for a hug with a sigh escaping from his mouth, "I don't want you to go."

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"Hey, thanks for driving me to the airport.", I say to Joe, we haven't talked a lot till up today. "Oh yeah no problem.", Joe replies with a soft voice, "Ugh, I hate this.", I say under my breath, "What happened?", Joe asks in a worried voice. "Joe, I don't know why, but we have barely talked to each other in the past week! I'm just leaving for 10 days!", my voice started to grow getting frustrated because I don't understand why he doesn't want me to go. "Maybe I just don't! I'm not stopping you! See, I'm driving you to the airport!", both of our soft voices have now became a tense yell, we have never yelled at each other in the whole time we have been together. Which is coming near the 3 month mark.

(A/N if you can't tell I skip weeks in this story soo yeah it's been 3 months:)))

We are now near the airport and is coming close to our departure from each other, "Why are you so mad about this?! It's only 10 days!" "Maybe because I love you!", I sat there in shock not saying anything, "I have to go." I say and quickly get out of the car. I'm out of the car and got my luggage out of the car as well, I heard the door slam again, "Wait Ella!" I was about to step indoors when he grabbed my shoulder making me turn. "You know what Joe I think I should just go now." "This is why I didn't want to tell you! I don't even know if you feel the same its been 3 months!! I've loved you since the first time I saw you, now I think you don't even like me!", Joe said 2 centimeters away from my face, at this moment we would kiss, make up, I wouldn't go, then BAM marriage and babies. But, Ella, this isn't a movie instead I stare into his gorgeously blue eyes, "I have to go now", I whispered, "Okay.", he whispered back. "Bye.", I shy away and turning my head to the ground. "Goodbye.", he lifted my chin to look up at him, ugh Joe your so cheesy. It's killing me.

One last hug before I go, it was awkward since 1: Joe just confessed his feeling towards me and I'm back to being in the state of confusion and 2: a crowd of people just seen our fit. He lets me go and looks at me with hopeful eyes telling me not to go, I turn away and head in the door anyways. Luggage following behind me until I drop them off to get them checked in, and my carry on the only thing to accompany me on the plane ride. Just before the flight attendant tells us to turn off our phones, my screen lights up, the person I didn't want to hear from right now. I didn't even read the message I tell him back in a faint voice, "I love you, too."

Hey guys sorry this is such a short chapter!! But I will also post another chapter along with this one very, very soon, so stay tuned for that!