Not even two weeks until our Christmas Break. Every year Kale takes Ty, Taylor, and I to this cabin her grandparents use to own before they passed. They passed when Kale was around 5 and they were very close. They granted it to her even though she was so young. Now instead of just the normal four its gonna be us and Cody and Drew.
The days passed on slower and slower each day. Cody and I went on like nothing happened. Tonight im suppose to go to his house for a study group even though its just me and him. I don't even know if were actually studying but were studying for our history exam we have soon. Since Im in that class with him ill just use his things if he does actually want to study.
During the day I noticed that he wasn't in the best mood. He wasn't speaking at lunch and I don't think anyone noticed but me. I was too afraid to ask him too. I decided I was just gonna see what was wrong tonight.
At the end of the day I went home for like an hour and then headed over to Cody's.
On the way there I blasted Justin Bieber's whole entire Christmas album and currently Christmas Eve was playing. Once I reached his house I turned my music off and got out.
I walked up to knock on the door. After three knocks I stopped and waited. Finally, the door opened and there stood Cody.
He smiled when he saw me and then he let me in. We went to his room and sat down on his bed.
I sat down first and then he soon followed grabbing me by the waist so I was laying with him.
"Cody are we really studying" I asked, laughing.
"No" he said stubbornly.
I turned around to face him.
"Are you okay" I asked. He nodded and pulled me closer.
"You sure?" I asked again. He laughed and nodded again. He just laid there, holding me. I didn't mind, honestly I loved it. I kissed his forehead.
"What's wrong" I asked.
"Him" he said, grunting.
"Who?" I asked.
"That's the thing. I don't know, you won't tell me" he said. I got quiet and just sat there. Not feeling comfortable anymore. I don't want any reminders of that night.
"You need to report it to the police" he told me.
"What? Are you crazy? No!"
"Naomi you really need to."
"Why?" I asked.
Apparently that made him really mad.
"What do you mean? So you can put his sorry ass in jail" he told me.
"No. You don't understand, he's basically a God around here. People will be so mad at me. Just please don't tell anyone" i begged.
"Naomi, I have to tell someone!" he said, sitting up.
"Cody. Please don't" I begged.
"If you don't, I will" he warned.
"Do you want him to roam around all free?" he added.
"No, but Cody you don't under-"
"Yes. I do! Naomi I'm going to, okay?" he said.
"No! if you do I'll have to move in with my real dad this whole town will hate me. I will hate you!" I told him, honestly.
"Hate me? You know what? At least my real dad still likes me!" he said.
I got out of his room in a hurry. My heart hurts like hell and I can't breathe. Not only the fact that he brought up my dad as a comeback but the fact that he's right.
As hard as I try my dad will never really love me.
At least this time I made it out the door and into my car before breaking down..
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shit oh shit IM SO SORRY I HAD A WHOLE LOT OF HOMEWORK AND VOLLEYBALL BUT TOMORROWS PLAYOFFS WE FINISHED REGULAR SEASON 10-0 WOOO! so yeah I'm almost done and then I'll update a whole bunch more! love you guys. please dm me if you need anything. (:
