After Kale hugged and a greeted everyone I got a text from Cody that he wasn't gonna come.
from: Cody (:
hey sorry I can't come. family problems
to: Cody (:
is everything okay??
from: Cody (:
yea, I gtg
I put my phone away right as Kale joined my side.
"Did you do this?" she asked me. I nodded my head towards Tyler and Taylor.
"And them and your family" I answered, smiling. Her expression changed to a new one, a more sincere one, and then she started hugging all of them.
I laughed as I watched her go around giving basically everyone hugs. When she came back she gave me a giant hug.
"Thank you so much" she told me, as the door opened, and another person came in. His name was Dylan.
"You invited Dylan over?" she asked me, panic in her voice.
"No, I think Ty did" I told her. "Why" I asked.
"Because he's in my art class and he is beautiful and I'm pretty sure he's on the football team and does chorus like WHAT KIND OF PERSON" she yelled-whispered. At this point I was laughing my head off.
"What are you doing standing here? Go over there!" I told her.
"What! No! He probably thinks I'm some type of bimbo" she said.
I flicked her and said, "What the hell no he doesn't"
"And my parents.." she muttered.
"I sent them away to go to dinner. I told them they being there wasn't cool" I told her.
"Your the best" she said.
"I know" I smiled, as she walked over there. She started talking to him and soon enough they were talking.
I looked around to find Taylor and Tyler. They were nowhere to be seen. I was alone, but that's okay because everyone else is having a great time.
I made my way upstairs and went to Kales room. I closed the door behind me but still heard the faint sound of a party going on behind me.
I sat on my phone at went through my twitter and Instagram. I went on snapchat and checked Kales. She definitely was having fun.
I went to the bathroom an looked in the mirror. I wasn't enjoying myself at all, and I looked like it too.
I texted Ty.
to: fly guy ty
hey come talk to me.
I put my phone down before I heard the door beside me open. I forgot Kale and Ryan's bathroom was connected. He came out and just looked at me.
I didn't say anything but got up so I could leave. He stopped me by grabbing my arm.
"Where are you going?" he asked.
"Downstairs" I told him, grabbing my arm back. I still love him and every time I see him it still breaks my heart.
"Just stay. Please" he said, with a sincere look in his eyes.
"Okay" I said, my quiet voice and sat down in the chair beside their shower.
He leaned against the wall. "How have you been" he asked me, I could feel my heart racing.
"I've been better" I told him, looking down. I had a desire to look up but I couldn't.
"That's good" he said. "Who's Cody?"
"A guy." I whispered. He grunted.
"Are you two dating?" he asked.
"No, not yet at least" I told him, a smile forming on my face. I was staring at shoes which I made Cody sign that night I slept over at his house. cody herbinko
"What did I do wrong?" he asked me.
"You took my virginity and never said another word to me" I told him, my voice in a mad quiet whisper.
He stayed quiet. I felt tears in my eyes but quickly wiped them off.
I heard him bend over. He lifted my chin up and said, "I'm sorry Na"
I just shrugged before looking at him. He started to lean forward and soon his lips crashed into mine. I missed him so much. In that moment I forgot about everything.
I wrapped my arms around his neck and his went to my waist. He pulled me to were I was standing up and pressed me against the wall.
His lips attacked my neck leaving wet kisses. He found my sweet spot and licked and nibbled on it. I moaned into his shoulder. He lips came back up to mine and started kissing them again. I fiddled with his hair as his hand slowly made their way down.
His hands pressed against my thighs and he pulled me up so my legs were wrapped around him. He made his way to his room and laid me on the bed.
I took of my cardigan and shirt leaving me in my bra. He slowly took off his shirt, showing off his body. I moaned again and pulled him towards me. As we kissed he started talking off my leggings, my black underwear showing.
His lips traveled lower and lower. When he got to my stomach he stopped and started unbuckling his pants. I quickly came to my senses, in fear of what happened last time.
"Wait, I can't" I told him.
"Why not" he whined, and kept talking off his pants.
"I just can't. I like someone. Like really really like him. I can't just sleep with someone else. Especially not you" I said.
"Are you fucking serious?" he asked, his voice sounded angrier and angrier by the second. I nodded not being able to speak. I've never seen him like this. Ever.
"Well how about this, it's either you or Kale. You can choose." he said, dead serious.
"Your sick." I said, trying to get out of the bed. He stopped me.
"And if you fight me and they see this who do you think they will believe. You told everyone you broke up with me because you weren't feeling it anymore. Not being I took your stupid virginity. Kale will never forgive you. you'll never be friends again." Ryan spat.
I breathed in and out, shakily. He kept going and I didn't stop him. I fought him and kept trying to get him change his mind but he didn't budge.
That was the worst night of my life.
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shitt what's happening.
