Flaws

Chapter 18-Breakfast

Chapter 18-Breakfast

Spencer's POV

"Are you sure you want this?" She asked.

I stared at her in complete exasperation. Was I sure? She really had no idea the effect she had on me did she? I disliked the uncertainty in her eyes, and couldn't think of the words to banish it. But, perhaps words weren't what was needed.

I took hold of her hand and pulled her towards me in one swift motion, her body colliding with mine. She gave a soft 'Oh' of surprise. I stifled it with my lips. She responded instantly, lips moving against mine with searing heat. I moved so there was no space left between us and she threaded her arms around my neck. At first I kissed her like a starving man presented with food, nibbling on her lip and massaging my tongue against hers. She surprised me when she pulled back a little, sucking on my lip. I never expected Liv to kiss like that. She grinned at my surprise. I go to kiss her again, because once is nowhere near enough to satisfy.

Then out of nowhere there is the distinct sound of cheering. I opened my eyes and see them through peering at us through the open kitchen window. Sam has his hands cupped round his mouth, the obvious source of the sound. Sara is by his side smiling wider than I've ever seen her smile and Daisy, well I don't know where Daisy was but I'm sure she was happy for me too. 

Liv dipped her face into my shoulder completely embarrassed. But I don't feel embarrassed, the opposite in fact, I'm so  happy that I don't want this moment to end. I chuckled against the top of her head and when I looked down at her she was smiling. 

"Shall I walk you home?" I asked, releasing her but making sure to take her hand. Now I can touch her, not touching her is even more painful. 

She smiled and somehow it feels like it's a smile she reserves just for me. 

"Yes please" She murmured happily. 

I kissed the side of her face and swept her hair around her ear. 

"Let's go then" I said and everything seems easier, brighter. I am almost bounding with happiness. 

"What's got you so chirpy?" She asked. 

I stopped in my tracks to look at her. Taking her face into my hands I kissed her bruisingly hard and I waited until she is gripping me and gasping for air, then I pulled my lips off hers with equal amounts of reluctance and teasing. 

"Because I got you" I said simply, not meaning it like I own her. No as in she owns me, I am hers. 

Surprising me, she kissed my hand in a display of tenderness I thought beyond us and the smile on her face seemed to deepen in understanding. 

"And I got you" She replied. 

Yes, I thought to myself, you have me. Sometimes it scares me that she always will. 

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Liv

Spencer's arm around me doesn't feel uncomfortable, like I feared it would be. It was familiar, safe, but much more that that. I snatched a glance at Spencer and feel desire deep in the pit of my stomach. I feel like I've never felt before in my life: like I want to tear his clothes off. I swallowed. 

"You okay?" Spencer asked, smiling easily. I can't get over what he said to me, about liking me for so long and I know now that Noah was utterly correct about my being in denial. Of course I liked Spencer. Our friendship had just seemed like a lot to lose for nothing. But the look on his face told me this wasn't nothing to him, in fact he looked so happy that I kept shaking my head at how lucky I was.