Graceless

Graceless 23

When I walked up to the front door trey, Jack o, jake, and Jack doty were all there to greet us.

"Oh Gracie I'm sorry!" Doty said walking up to me to hug me. I accepted the hug and just smiled at him. I then just stood there as everyone talked to each other, but not. Gilinsky stood by my side.

"So how are you feeling now?" He asked, I then hit him in the stomach.

"This is supposed to keep my mind off of that so no talking about it!" I said not looking at him.

"Gracie why don't we all go inside?" Trey said and I just nodded my head. We all followed trey into his huge lake house.

"Wow!" Was all I could say as I walked in. "Yeah, i know it's huge. Almost to big. But are you guys hungry? And my parents won't be home for a while so don't worry about messes." He said I just nodded again.

"Well I could go for a lemonade." I said walking farther into his house. I then felt my phone buzz, it was a text from gilinsky.

Gilinsky- aye G these boys seem like fuckboys

I then started laughing so hard, and everyone just looked at me.

"Ya good?" Jake asked and I just nodded. "I'm chill, chill" I said.

"Well we don't have any lemonade, but we have iced tea?" Trey said entering the room again.

"Tha-" I was then cut off by gilinsky.

"No she asked for lemonade so me an and you will go and pick some up at target, now let's go!" Jack said, and trey just nodded looking so scared, and my face was feeling very hot, and red.

The 2 left and we all just stood there in silence.

"How about we go downstairs?" Graham finally said and we all agreed, we followed him down the stairs. It's was amazing! It had movie theater seating, a huge movie screen, a popcorn maker, fuse ball table, and so much more!

"Woah." Is all I said looking around. I stood there while everyone took a seat. Nora was snuggling up to jake. Ew.

"Gracie why don't you come sit down?" Jack doty said patting his hand on the couch in between him and Graham. I shrugged then sat in between them on the black leather couch. I was super tired.

Doty then turned the tv on. "What do you want to watch.?" He asked.

"Dude I'm just legit tired right now. And I just wanted to be like have my mind taken off the divorce." I whined. Graham rubbed my arm.

"Actually I'm really in the mood for got chocolate. Sorry?" I said. Ryan then got up made me a cup rift there in the basement.

"Marshmallows? Cinnamon? Whipped cream?" He asked I just shook my head.

"Where's Jack?" I asked very worriedly. Looking around nervously hoping he would arrive soon. Cause my social anxiety was kicking in. But Nora looked up from her cuddle session.

"Shoot guys she has social anxiety now." Nora scrambled around for some things while I rolled myself into fetus position and rocking back and forth. Logan was trying to comfort me.

"Go get her a pair of sweatpants. And the. She needs a sweatshirt. Let's see a blanket. And Jack. Crap. I'll call him you all just get those things." Nora called out.

And by now I'm sure you're thinking, she has social anxiety that's insane! Well I do and it gets super bad when I get uncomfortable around people, and I'll pass out. But Nora knows what to do and so do Logan and Elliott. But Jack usually makes me feel better.

While I was rocking back and forth I heard Jack walk in, not knowing I'm like this right now. Elliott ran upstairs for him freaking out.

And people freaking out makes things worse.

But Jack walked down the stairs calmly. By now I had a brown and blue quilt wrapped around me. And a hockey sweatshirt of treys.

"Hey Gracie. Everything's okay. I'm here you will be fine! Look you don't need to be uncomfortable around them they are your friends." Jack said in a calm voice. I then looked up at him smiling. He then started to slowly take me out of my position. "Yeah see it's okay!" He said handing me my hot chocolate.

"You still need the sweatpants?" Jake asked cluelessly. I just nodded knowing I still feel the anxiety.

Jack picked me up and grabbed the pants and brought me to the bathroom he put them on me and he carried me back.

He sat me on the couch. I crawled into his lap and snuggled into his chest. People then started sitting down again, but stared at me.

"Are you okay Gracie?" Trey asked sitting next to jack.

"Yeah, I just get social anxiety super badly. Like I've passed out before." I said staring at the wall. "Like I still feel it like k might look better. But i still have it." I said. Everyone just nodded. "Food network." I whispered and trey nodded. He turned the channel on we all sat there watching it in silence.