That Depressed Girl

Chapter 2

"Why would I talk to you?!" I yelled
"Please just let me talk to you."
"Why?! So you can tell me how I'm the worst daughter?! So you can just put me down again so I can go upstairs and slit my wrists again?!?!!!!!!!" I screamed
I ran upstairs locked my door and slid down. I opened my underwear drawer, opened a box, which held all of my razors and blades.
I stuck my hand in the box and picked out my sharpest blade and made two fresh cuts on my Lower wrist.
"One more for good luck" she said. When she gives me orders I listen, so I did, I made one more fresh cut, and wrapped them in my wrap.
My stomach grumbled, I haven't eaten in three days, and when I did I ate one chip. I rolled my eyes and laid down.
Knock knock knock
"Ugh"
I got up and opened the door. To of course reveal my 'dad'.
"What?" I said harshly. "I think you should go downstairs and eat."
"Why do you even care?! It's not like you ever did anyways." I slammed the door and locked it, all three of them.
"Fucking bitch"

"I know"

I climbed out the window and walked to the nearest park. I sat in the grass where we used to have picnics. I miss those days, but never again will they happen. I pulled down my sleeves and ran my fingers through the grass.
I climbed the tree and sat in the top. Looking over the neighborhood I remembered all the memories, all the good times, all the happy times.
Why don't you just jump? I asked myself. I could end all the pain, all the sorrow, everything Right now, but I didn't.
I don't know what's keeping me from just killing myself, but something is. All my life I was never completely happy. Even when mom was still alive, mom and dad argued. They yelled, and I hated it. Ever since I was little.
So I guess our family wasn't even near perfect. But that's what I want. I want my life to be perfect.

But I'm alone, forever. Nobody wants an ugly pieces for trash like me.
"Stop"
She said. Wait. Usually she's telling me to do the wrong things. Not the right things.
I sighed.
Why me?
Oh yeah, because I'm worthless.
I'm stupid
I'm pathetic
I'm fat
I don't deserve to live.
"I said STOP"
She piped in again.

She's usually different than this.
I looked into the night sky, and listened to all the living creatures making noise, but everything dies. Some just die before others.
I fiddled with my thumbs and turned to see a boy. He looked around my age.
I got up and stepped back.
"Woah, scared much?" He smirked
"I have that affect on some people" he smirked again
His voice sent chills down my spine.
"I-I-I have t-to g-go"
I ran to my house and climbed up into my room.
Who is that boy? I asked myself as I laid down. I couldn't sleep, I was distracted, but my this mystery boy.

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